Trials, Lessons, What's Next?

2009-07-04T11:33:00.002+08:00

Second Book Out now, getting used to the army way of living life. No more sleeping late, no more slacking, no more going through aimless life, what is waiting for me now are more trainings! more sunlight! & more SUNBURN LOL. Nevertheless, beginning to realised that life doesnt works without aims lol. Well who doesnt knows, but how many actually carry it out? so well now i do have some goals that i wanted to achieve, so erm do include me in your prayer if u would :D. Just a casual remarks. Haha

The monotonous life in army gives me time to reflect abt many things. Thou i might exaggerating that i shouldnt be having much time as i would be probably packed with doing PT training & Pull-Ups regime XD ( Anyway, FYI i failed my pulled up LOL ) All this actually helps to build up not only physical fitness but also mental strength but one required! How impt does mental strength play its part in our life? without it we cant achieve much even if we have the ability to so. Back in the days, my mind wasnt strong enough that i always failed into temptation thinking nobody will discover this 1 or 2 time, but is that really the case? There is always some1 who is up there looking. No way, absolutely no way that you could hide from him and thats why i always gives my best during training, I had failed a lot of people in the past, I wanna change :D HAHA, but that takes time so yeah i promise to get even better after army! WOOHOO!

New Chapter of my life :D

2009-06-14T19:06:00.005+08:00

The time has come! My army life gonna start in less than 15 hrs. If u ask me, i definitely not in the best mood to go in. lol Dun ask me why, just that i feel it isnt the right time. Massive changes are waiting for me, what lies ahead is a tough journey and 2 years for me to reflect or at least make changes to my life. Finally realised the importance of time, there is no ugly woman in the world only lazy ones ( :D hope ladies are nt offended ) but i guessed this applies to guys too. Fail to give my best shot in the past years, only to regret now.

It seems that i am deserving it but i hope i can change for the better duh! I am working hard, give me some time. I believed i can succeed if i am willing to put in effort. Nobody is stupid! or i should say i dun admit i am :D. Nevertheless, this world doesnt waits but God does. He waits for us to differntiate wad is wrong and turn back to him. It is only when we fall then we learn. Learning to accept failures adds colors to your life. I have received mine and is learning to accept it. It is hard no doubt, pain also but we must face it to grow!

An overview of my feeling right now. Haha. Not exactly excited but like i said not the right mood, prefer to stay quiet for just a little while. Too many things happening around me and needs time for me to get used. So anyway, cya in just 2 week time. I will be out again, :D with my new hairstyle. Remember stay happy always =p Yes is you! My only last wish lol

2009-05-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

LOL, Million Dollar Question : Who is this guy !?!!?!?

Poly Graduation Ceremony!!!

2009-05-24T18:43:00.008+08:00

A mixture of feelings was within me when i attended this. Iam both excited about my future ahead,well ARMY u would say, or future studies, but at the same time, is a sad moment to end my school journey and everyone ard me to enlist into the army. Thus, din really have the urge to congratulate myself when i received the certifcate instead i wished the time will just stopped there. haha. Sounds living in my own world. Anyway, to everyone! DUN FORGET ME LOL. Wonder who after reading this will have the urge to call and tell me that they regret making a farewell for me! But then, i sincerely hope every1 ard me to stay happy. Yes is you! Dun wonder trust ur feeling is YOU!

Here are some photos to share for my Grad :D

My father specially came over for my Grad ^^ Cool right!

Finally " Cheers" for my 3 years frd. Muhahahaha!

To all my friends : Remember Prata :D

2009-05-20T01:27:00.003+08:00

Guess wad!? Another 6 more hrs or so, i will marked the end of my three years Poly life. If u ask me, i would say these 1095 days passed away really quickly. Everything starts when i first step into Temesak Convention Centre 3 years ago, telling myself that 3 years is going to disappear in a blink. But jst 6 more hours, i will be sitting at the same place again, but this time, is to bid farewell.

I had encountered many things in these 3 years and learn alot out of it. Is fun hanging ard with friends and slacking in the canteen to wait for all my friends, thou it may seems to be a waste of time very often, but it serves as a memory when i think back now. Friends whom i met throughout the 3 years, help to mould me into the person i am now. Humans grow when they met with failures or obstacles. There is no doubt that unhappy things happened on me, but this simply makes who i am now. Although i cant say, i am really good, but i can assure myself that i have grown, both spirtually and mentally.

In church, i am becoming more involved. Seriously, these 3 years are the busiest moment i had in Bauhinia so far. Haha, nt trying to boast or wad, but i am really enjoying it. It sounds like a big leap for me to change from a person who talks non stop at first to someone who now can stand on stage to be interpretor serving God infront of everyone. More importantly, i have a chance to lead the congregation in singing. Personally, i really believe that is God's Grace that brought me so far, if is not him, someone without musical talent wont be able to stand on stage to lead these wonderful song of praise. Imagine now i am even in BAND!? thats even more LOL whenever i am practising my bass. However, i sincerely want to thank God for his upbringing on me. Seriously a big thanks to you!

2009-05-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

It takes much effort for me to start posting again. Had been a long time since i last came here, or well, mayb is jst that there is simply too much for me to say and no idea whr to get started. So hope that i wont neglect this blog again :D

2009-02-26T15:53:00.001+08:00

test

2008-12-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

It seems to be a "happy" sunday , going to church , having the first band performance and welcoming our new friend, Felicia! to church, but everythings seems to turn the other way when i stepped into church. The look on those faces already told me half of the story, well smth bad has happened. Well i should not comment any further on this matter.

Well yeah , so the mood was rather "weird " despite the fact that we should be high , coz we have our first band performance! But again, things dun always goes our way and we nvr know what God is up to the next moment, the only thing we could do is to confide and believe in him! Thats the only thing i guess, Have Faith and more faith ! Wasnt a good experience to have such things happening to ppl ard me, or at least i nvr handle these kind of situations b4, i must say i was at a lost also >< ... Din know whats the exact thing to say or do , so kept quiet and looked.

Life is really short! But a good saying for this will be, 生命不在乎长短，在乎的是价值。We never know what we happen tml, neither do we know whether God might just come and end the world b4 the next dawn. But at least we knew who holds the future, someone whom we can confide and seek refuge in, someone who is worthy to be of our praise! Thinking that, seems ironic actually, i am saying this but i am not doing enough to spread the gospel. Still got a whole bunch of my friends who are out there, lost in the mist of the crowds not knowing who is God. i must admit i am a failure in doing this or should i question myself whether did i really tried to spread to them in the first place... a good question to ponder over the next week.....

2008-11-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Once again a very long time since i am here. Not much things happening also. School life as usual doing the routine stuff - Lec + Tut + Slacking + Project. Then the cycle repeats itself everyday lol. Well you may say this is NO LIFE, but then this is what we called LIFE ba. However, there are still deadlines to be met and presentation are coming more frequently! lol. Haiz, final year liao still give me so much things to do. Idiot school! But wei le my grades, can don't do meh? SIGH.

As for church... yeah. Everything as per normal. Sunday School --> Worship Leading --> Choir --> Band Practice. A little bit difference is i guess it seems that i am beginning to realise how suck i am at my music theory LOL right?!?? and not to mention my poor FLATS & SHARPS which are always appearing at the wrong time. Haiz.

2008-10-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

Seems like my blog is getting dusty day by day le huh? and is about time to post smth le? Okay then. Here it goes. Just came back from HK . Hm, almost a week liao. Quite different this time rd. Well nt meaning that it is different coz i am gg back on my own ( it wasnt be first time anw) but dunno y the feeling this time seems to be quite awkard i would say lol. Also wondering y will i have these kind of feelings. Well again mayb is the VERY last time i am gg to visit HK on my own le ba. At least before my army life comes. Haiz. Really cant imagine this day will come so fast and i just realised i am really twenty years old liao lol. So thinking back, no big achievements done in anyway, neither there is remarkable results in my studies, whats left in me is tons and tons of wastage of time here and there and unwanted memories.

Back to my Hk trip, i guess the most entertaining thing would be me buying PS3 le ba lol. Well imagine how long i have been reading and researching on this liao. Finally it appears in my room together with my collection of PS1 and PS2, well a very HAPPY FAMILY indeed. Also, this time rd talked with my dad more, i mean as to really those " 父子" de talk. Quite meaningful to me as it has been a long time since i last had a chance to seriously talk nicer to him about my life LOL. Imagine when i sitting on right like i am having orals in school and no jokes allowed? Cut the crap lol. Not so horrible, or at the very least i tried my best nt to sound so formal? lol.

Then also brought this "Felicia" ard in HK for a day tour ard. Quite an experience gg out with her. Joker and friendly definitely lol. But since she is a gal, when yeah give her some face right ? if nt i guess somebody reading this will probably be killing me by nw lol. So yeah, did had a fun time with her, brought her ard shopping or sld use "window-shop" i guessed. But nvm is still the same i am used to it anw. haha. A surprise actually to see a someone can be so " friendly" the first time u sees a person. I guess nt many ard me can. She is definitely one of the few and quite honoured to know her ah? Well so yeahs nxt time gt chance bring u ard again ba. As i have promised lol.

Went for this HP Product Challenge 2008 thingy yesterday and it was really a LOL experience lol. We found out that there are 7 teams in total and all look so professional and looking back at ourself, lol i would say is a big big big difference! But it was for the experience afterall, to see all those really international directors and high level mangement ppl really let me 大开眼界. Although we were questioned until everyone mind goes blank on the spot but i guess it is a gd exp? haha. At the very least we managed to at least get ourself with a photo on the magzine coming out next month ma right guys!? Although yeah pretty sad that we can take the photo with "High-fives" and "thumbs up" Sigh. Nevertheless, it was really a learning trip for me n i think i really learn quite a lot about my presentation skills lol. Actually there is a website linking to this event, so if u are interested jst ask me for it ba. nt posting here is dun wan to breach any laws LOL.

2008-09-01T12:32:00.003+08:00

Farewell card from Retention =)

Wow! Artistic aye?! lol. Too bad is mine!

Puzzle made by Rain & Sharon

According to them the one with the big black eye is me lol

All gd things comes to an end at Citibank and that put a fullstop for my internship. Not only that i learnt a lot of things which are nt found on textbooks or lec notes, more importantly, it gives me a "feel" or rather experience of a real working life. Although i mst say that i did nt really love this kind of job very much but at least i can say i have a gd time thr?.. All the more at least i manage to know frds which is outside my social circle, and expanding my circle of frds =)

Seriously got to thank everyone in Retention for taking care of me, no matter is trying to communicate with me or correcting mistakes made when closing off accounts when it shouldn't. I am really glad all of you all care to bear with my mistakes. Someone once ask me whether i will miss this 4 mths. Well, i dun dare to say i miss the job very much as i think this is how life works, nth is eternal except ur relationship with God, but i do misses everyone in the department. Really had a gd time with u all. Seriously, and i do miss u all de!

2008-08-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

Nw for once i truly realised why the adults always wished to be back in their childhood days, mainly is that they could have a second chance to redo anything they did wrg in the past, but as for me gg back into my childhood seems to getting myself away from all the troubles, responsibility and worries. Well i know this is nt possible in the actual world but at least give me some space to "de-stress" lol.

I seriously dunno sld i be happy or sad to be more involved in church activities. In one way, i used to be a happy-go-lucky person who goes ard ALWAYS carefree even though i might have numerous duties & tasks assigned. But that only applies in the past. On the other hand, i actually felt that mayb i am taking up too much to myself or to sound nicer, more ppl are finding me in church. Not trying to pin-point here, but jst wanna share lol. No offense to whoeva reading this. Indeed, i am honoured to be recognised by other ppl, at least i used to be, but it seems so much different nw in this year. Personally, after today de sunday, i mst say i felt stress abt tt lol. It is really not easily to be stand up and serve. I mean if i were to take up all the posts or things i have on hand nw, i cant really do that alone. Well God is the only one i can confide in nw i guessed, at least he is supporting me all the while and change me. Yes i know that! God i know u will look after me n guide me along and i am most willing to be your servant if this is of your will for me. =) If this is the path u have set for me, those trials and tough decisons i have to face i am ready to say, YES GOD I AM READY. =)

2008-07-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

Today wasnt the best start i had for the last 20+ years. Morning woke up dunno why feeling super giddy and tired although i slept early the last night lol. i mean well 12 for me is quite earlier =.x Then again WALK AROUND at home AGAIN b4 i rush for walk. Another unanswered mystery for me, i also dunno why i like to WALK AROUND b4 leaving my house lol. So again sort of expected i was late again but heng today din really had much things to do.

After that was still quite tired so was all the while listening to music b4 lunch lol. Din really want to talk or rather dun really have the mood to. Also dunno y, jst that today seems to be a emo day for me =). Then, my supervisor completed our performance appriasal today. Well, the result was not bad, quite gd i guess lol , a pass with commendation! Should be happy thou, but again this news doesnt seems to lift my mood up lol.

* I was sort of penalised for always being late lol, so well yeah i guess this is probably my worst weakness i ever had. Seriously hope this would gets better when i starts my career later on of my life lol *

Time in office is always draggy & the clock doesnt seems to be moving even if u stared at it every other second lol. So went to join up with my mum, cousin & sister at Pizza Hut for a meal, well my treat this time as promised to them lol. Quite an enjoyable time eating with my cousin, but as for the service standard of tt outlet LOL. No comments.

Next, we went to the playground then nearly gt into a fight with this uncle lol. Well everything started from the uncle dunno why suddenly started scolding my mum for distubing their family or wad so ever and come ard to scold me as he walk past me. Then, being tired the whole day, i gt so angry that i actually stood up to asked him wads his problem lol. To be honest, this would probably turn into a fight if he says for the 3rd time lol. but luckily he din, if nt i wont be here blogging but in the police station instead with a police infront of me lol.

2008-07-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

Didnt have the urge and the motication to post these days, seems that the love of blogging stops ever since i started gg on my internship or perhaps even earlier. lol.

Well too much to post lately, happenings ard me.. but just too lazy to plot the ideas down and post. Hm, just finish attending Uncle Chung Yuen and Aunty Yah Hoe wedding, nt a bad experience afterall but neither it was a gd one. Nt bad is bcoz i get finally get to attend a wedding which i bother to remember the details happened within coz gt involved in quite a number of activites on tt day. Bad is bcoz i was asked to become the MC again!? but it wasnt a really gd take this time rd. Well, some of u may prefer to oppose this, but for me, i dun really think i performed really well for this i guessed lol. Not saying that i have numerous experience to compared with but at least the "feeling" wasnt right for me. Standing on the stage tt night was totally like isolate from the actual world lol. =) i also dun think u all could understand wad am i talking. lol. Nvm. Just that i think it was a bad attempt this time, mayb is bcoz of lacking of preparation ba or perphaps..... beats the shit out of me lol..

Coming closer to the end of my internships, 3 more weeks left. Nothing special is happpening at office, except more and more work from Miss Rain, and more and more arguements with her lol. Well i guessed no matter how much work was assigned to me, is a gd working exp for me, both on and off work. Although i didnt really get to apply wad i have learnt in school on my work, at least i got exposed to more information about banks n credit cards and more importantly i am learn to manage my time more efficiently and how to socialise with ppl outside my normal circle.

2008-06-26T20:22:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! so long nvr blog here liao. Haiz. Really a long separation from this webiste din really have the mood to type out wad i have been doing. But actually i din really stop blogging. Just that i have changed to writing a diary instead lol.

Well so back to wads gg on with my life till date, counting from my last post? lol

Err, well so that was May and i started on my internship at Citibank. A lot of ppl keep asking me why i like dun need to go sch and can just wonder ard like nobody business and the answer shows here! I am on my internship. Well, that also make me realise that my 3 year of Poly life is coming to an end real soon. Sigh. Like that 3 years liao. Next year army n to think i have past my teenage years le. Sigh. Recalling these 3 years, what have i been doing? lol i guess one word answer all my doubts " SLAcking" lol. Personally, i dun really see my future as to whr my course will bring me to. Am i jst gg to be a system analyst when i grow up? or am i gg to be a website designer? lol. Well, i am nt interested in both seriously, but what can i do? ha. I guessed i sld really prayed hard to God for his guidance ba. ^^

So back on my Citibank journey, it is nvr fun to be in the working world. Although everything seems very calm and steady, task assigned are routine and mundane, and thats why admin are so BORED!? lol. Coz seriously, i am like doing the same thing over and over again for over a thousand time to find that there is nth much i could apply from my field of study. Well mayb there is one which is, my typing skill nw really improve real lots! LOL. But tts besides the point anyway, but nevertheless, it is still a good chance for me to a feel of the real working society and to let myself realised that actually there is a lot of things i have to improve on. Sigh. But too bad! i am jst far too lazy. lol. What i lacks most nw i think is motivation ba. lol. And i am nothing but a piece of shit when nobody is thr to scold me haha.

Overlooking the "bad" things i met with in Citibank, nw i shall move on to some happy things. Well gt to know this colleague called RAIN!!! Woohoo! Some superstar working in Citibank!? and so qiao sitting jst next to me? LOL.. Too bad. Rain is a gal. Haiz.. but still is nice knowing her. Jst like me, loves to talk and talk non-stop, always arguing with me and 24/7 claiming that she is 18 years old!? OMG!? Come on u 21 liao lo. This reminds me some guy in my church . Guys and Gals i think u should know whom i am refering to lol. So i know this Rain who comes and bombared me every nw and then with tons and tons of letters to be sent out and hundreds followed by hundreds de address to be pasted onto the excel sheet, lol while my frd , another intern, gets much lesser workload than me. lol. So take notes guys pls dun type too fast or finish ur work too fast during the first few weeks of ur work, Dun ever try! is nt a prove of efficiency, is a showcase of ur stupdity haha.. this is a quote from one of my colleague lol.

Here are some pic i took with them....

Look carefully on our hands... there is smth funny,
according to Miss Rain ( in white )

Say Cheese!

A Moment to remember ...

2008-05-06T21:00:00.002+08:00

Time never waits for anyone, and truly i had already past around a quarter of my life. I am in no position to critc how old am i gg to live, but at the very least, i had experienced some major changes in my life. =D. Frankly speaking, looking ahead into the future, few years from now, i might be gg through another stage in my life, the working world which also means that is time for me to decide whether i should stay in Singapore.

I always had a hard time when pondering over this questions. I do want to stay here as long as possible, but when my future comes into mind, Hk seems to suits me better, no matter we are comparing the kind of working environment, mindset or culture, i still consider is a better place for me to work in. =).. However.......... on the other hand, i seem to be missing my friend here. I mean all my childhood friends are here and who knows what would happen in the future. WHat will happen if i leave them? Will they still remember me?!? lol.. i know this seems to be rather dumb but thats exactly wad are running through my mind of these while. I have been told by people around me that, friends can be made anywhere and everywhere , as long as ur aim is to make friends. But it jst kind of turns me down, seriously i dun wish to leave my group of friends and nt forgetting those youth who grew up with me in church.

Me, can say is grow up in church although only started at 8, but there is always this special kind of relationship i hold with Bauhinia. Mayb is bcoz it is a place where i can confide myself in, a place where i could stay in contact with my so-called hometown, Hong Kong. I did grow and changed alot throughout my years in church. From a rather naughty and fresh kiddo, to someone i am nw =), i guessed this is quite a big change liao right? lol.. * This question is specially for those who grow up with me. LOL .. Not for u glen!!! * I must say every minutes i spend in church is of certain value to me, and it makes up my memory in my life when i finally made decisions to moved back to Hk.

2008-03-18T17:51:00.003+08:00

lol. Is really a long long time since i last post..Well.. seriously, i forgotten everything abt this blog i have. =) So nowadays really nth much ba. Done with the "tough" exams, scrap through with some moderate results i believe? or rather i hope. ha. But frankly speaking i am not really satisfied abt my result de la. Although i dun study much , i am still hoping for some good results lol. What kind of theory is that? Kinda lame and irreasonable i would say, but thats exactly what is running through my mind. Haiz. When can i really study huh? LOL.

Moving on...

This holiday is kind of special? coz neither did i stay at home all day and slack ard or work out working from 9 to 5, instead i went church office to work. lol? Yeah, thats the first impression and feeling i had when Aunty Jenny ask me to go help. Haha. But come to think of it, is nt tt bad afterall, doing work in church is v fun ah? right someone? lol. At least we can get a deeper understanding of our church. YES, OUR VERY OWN CHURCH. FINALLY! A special feeling i would say, after so many years we managed to grab hold a place for our church. Hoo!!!

2008-01-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

Woo! finally finish DM project liao.. well i meant FINALLY... after so much things happened.. although is still very "last" min.. but den can still consider as our effort le huh? lol.. and to think we actually so demoralize last fri.. Well but does that means the end of all the troubling things?

LOL!!! SURELY NOT.. DM was only the appetizer, main courses are going to serve on thrus and friday.. sigh.. the Understanding ART presentation and the POM report.. i mean does anyone know anything abt this artist called Raphael Sanzi.. lol.. seriously i knew nth abt him and i actually have to come up with smth abt this guy on thurs.. sigh.. really wonder wat i gg to say on thurs? or sld i question myself... " Why will i choose this CDS!?!?!?!?! " lol..

Then, this sun comes my sharing.. haiz... still got prepare.. grrr.. my weakest part.. then exams and lots of presentation are coming closer... WAT SHOULD I DO !!!!! Haiz..

2008-01-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. early in the morning wake up.. headache.. den fall back to sleep.. lol.. in the end skipped lesson again.. now wake up liao still feeling quite giddy leh.. haiz.. tt's really.. lol

I will always rmb 1/1 2008...

2008-01-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

1/1 2008 seems to be a big day in my life. Why i say so? Well, is the first time in my life that i am gg to be MC... LOL.. and to think on my first encounter i have to face aroudn 450 ppl i believe on stage!!! Haiz.. erm is quite shocking actually when those ppl ask me to do.. but .. erm.. i also dunno why i will accept it.. mayb mayb.. mayb... lol..

So my partner for the night was hiu tung .. =) so we two simply spent a few days in H.K fixing the script.. and to think we are giving inaccurate info from the start which makes us made changes here and there.. plus those last min changes which makes me realli mad.. lol.. But still we manage to finish with it.. and get over with show.. Well althought is first time for both of us.. we both perform quite well on stage.. at the very least.. calm.. not to the extent of confident ba.. Well i really enjoy the nite and really glad to have her as a MC partner.. haha.. So anyway.. we should be considered past the test le right? hope that there will still be ppl finding we two to be MC for our church in the future? right? haha..

2008-01-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Wah.. so many days nvr come to my blog liao.. lol.. nearly forgotten everything about that.. =).. well mayb too much things to do in H.K liao.. pai seh.. Haiz.. Time really flies very fast sia.. two weeks in H.K like that over le.. is just like a 3 -4 days trip to me actually. lol.. But this time wrong i did went to quite a lot of places myself.. some of which i had nvr even hear of b4!!! lol.. So here are some pic to share with u all.. haha.. din really have much motivation to type so many things.. lol.. Enjoy!!! =P

Inhse movie theatre!!! imba huh?

Under Construction...

The golf course view from the window..

Swimming pool

First floor dining table..

Who is this girl???

LOL.. tt's my cousin!!! cute huh? haha

Reclaiming land in H.K ( 1)

Reclaiming land in H.K ( 2 )

Back in the olden days...

Omg!!! You must be wondering if i got go in???

Nice building

Words of wisdom???

Morning Sea view.. =)

2007-12-14T23:21:00.001+08:00

Woohoo!!! Finally finish all my exam le!!! Shiok sia!! Been chionging consecutive 3 days with Jia wei and shone in Changi Airport sia, everyday less than 6 hours of sleep.. Zzz.. but then we had such a great time there right? haha.. especially the 24/7 " Thailand" commericial song ( according to shone ) and the unforgetable TRADEMARK smile from Mr Tan Ti Shone... =) LOL ... Hm.. well the result this time is really much better.. at the very least.. most of the papers i din get OWNED by them.. haha.. not saying that i can owned them.. but erm.. i tink this time round.. i have no stress when doing those papers. * Excluding the time when i am studying in airport * lol.. hm.. first time study so " hard" for exams .. not a bad experience.. Not bad ah.. yuan lai knowing smth when u go in exam hall compared to knowing nth and gg into that is a super duper big differnece.. lol..

Well finally is friday le.. and tml will be flying off to H.K.. YEAH!!!! finally is my turn.. LOL hope that i could have a " good " and "nice" holiday... haha.. Cya all soon ^^ ... JA MATA!!!

2007-12-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

Two days gone.. two subject down, three left.. lol.. regreted on the stupid "Lift" question.. why the graph draw until like tt =." .. Sigh.. Then tml SAS le.. how sia.. this week realli suay..

Seriously tired + Flu + Cough + Inadequate Concentration + Remaining Paper = GG!!!!!

2007-12-09T23:43:00.001+08:00

SIGH... tml start exam le.. how? Zzz.. die liao la.. haiz.. five days somemore... den can go back.. sigh!!! wish me luck man!!! lol.. how i wish now is sat sia.. lol.. my long waited sat.. LOL

2007-12-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

Entering the month of dec, means my long waited H.K holiday time is coming closer.. but also marks the start of term tests ... -.-.. sigh.. lol.. y tests or exams must always be scheduled b4 holiday de ah? Zzz.. The person who suggested this must be someone who dislikes holiday v much.. and therefore v much a loner himself.. LOL..

Jokes aside, now really wonder how the papers are like? lol.. Seriously i dun even have any idea of how those subject are like. not to mention the format of papers.. LOL.. but then, isn't tt wat always happened to me? lol.. Having a rough idea of the papers and crap my way through.. lol? isn't tt wat i always do? but only this time actually seems quite differnet.. i dun felt tt way.. i also dunno wats that feeeling so dun bother asking me.. just felt erm.. quite weird? thats all i could say..

Haiz.. have been sick badly since last week liao.. heavy cough and flu.. sigh.. really sian sia.. imagine u have to have tissue in hand 24 /7 ...Zzz.. is never a nice thing to do.. lol.. really hope i could get well b4 exam sia.. or at the very leassssstttttttttttt b4 my flight.. lol..

Sian.. now raining like wat sia.. lol.. wonder how i am gg to get to school safely.. LOL..

2007-11-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

今日又有机会训希球场上望星，都唔知点解呢排突然会敢中意夜晚，每次训系到望，个感觉都好舒服。原来一个阔到你体唔到边界ge你天空，可以比一个人敢多空间去幻想，使幻想下，个种好似成个世界停顿落黎，只剩低你一个，怀着D唔知系点ge心情，然后你亦可以天马行空地发挥下自己ge creaitvity 去试图改变呢个世界。你话系唔系几好玩？

LOL... 呢排系有D妄想症，原谅我啦！哈哈

2007-11-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!! After a few days of continous pasting and cutting and getting annoyed with the glue.. finally i got my mosaic done.. LOL... At last i am free from Art.. Dun ask me why i got to do this, coz i also dunno why i would go and choose this subject as part of my CDS.. actually sort of regretted.. but then.. since i am already in... no point changing liao also.. !!! so bare with it nia..

Halfway done!! Nearly thr!!!!

Here is the final result.. i know is sort of weird!?

But then still i count that as "part" of my hardwork? haha

2007-11-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was the first day i actually taking the kids for sunday school.. Well i dun really know if what i did was a good job.. but just that smth or rather a weird feeling was in me while i was telling the story.. Err... i actually must admit that i speak more confident when it comes to cantonese.. lol.. but trying to say my mandrain or eng sucks? lol.. or is it truth? but then.. words and expression comes out more freely and easier than in other language.. Well truthfully, i actually enjoy teaching them.. din realli had the kind of pressure as i had predicted.. or at least i din stop halfway.. stunned.. haha.. Well so basically, it was a fun experience.. =P

2007-11-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Stephanie birthday after school.. lol.. bought this spongebob cushion for her.. well ended up.. ho choi and yuen mei only told me she like Winnie the Pooh after i bought it!!! ... -.- plus mine was actually most exp but then it is the smallest size of all.. coz apparently.. gugu and yuen mei gave like a two size of stephanie Winnie The Pooh bear to wat.. and haha.. she was like stunned when she got both.. lol.. So we reached there quite early.. did some preparaions.. blowing balloons.. gg ard be coolie den the actual thing start.. hm.. and guess wad.. after dinner there was this Ballon war whereby everyone started whacking each other with balloons and i was the victim.. coz got this gal !!!! MADELINE...haha... she practically had two balloon stuck on her hand throughout the party & using it to whack me every now and then... lol..

Here are some pic for u all.. Woohoo.. first time post pic.. ENJOY!!?!?!

TAKE COVER!!! TERRORIST COMING TO ATTACK

WRESTLING WITH SOME RANDOM GAL!

BLOW ! BLOW! & BLOW!

GUESS WAD HAPPEN NEXT!?

生日会，点可以少左影相leh!

Smile!!! :D

Say Cheese everyone!! Is Stephanie Trying to prove that she can open her mouth realli big? hm.. mayb should propose getting her into Choir.. ^^ lol

WHO IS THIS!!! Seems that this person is trying to hide smth..

Wats thr to hide? Stephanie Birthday cake?

Hm.. Stephanie must be wonder whr on earth is the camera!!
Or Is there some handsome guy thr? hm.. i think is my direction LOL!!!

Then today sprain both of my wrist during basketball.. shit sia.. damn pain now.. can't even close my fingerss... zzz.. hope this won't stay for long.. Sigh

2007-11-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

今日成日都好似好唔妥敢，一大早比阿妈拖地嘈醒左，搞到我成日都系到揾周公，好彩今日个堂系 Business Calculus = A. Maths，所以云游下都唔meh 关系啦！其实都唔至系揾周公敢简单，今日ge 心情都唔系几好啊。都唔知点解会敢，只系知今日做meh 都好似打唔起精神，满吞吞敢咯。其实都可能系因为。。。。。。。。。哈哈！自己林啦！

仲有，今日先发觉原来tan系地下望住个天（夜晚），个天会敢好体ga wor。加埋D星简直系无懈可击啊！真系好好体ga ，唔信你自己去体下咯！LOL!

2007-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Woah today wake up .. my eye damn pain sia.. the whole of left eye was covered by blood veins sia.. lol.. but lucky it seems much more " normal" after i use my own method to wash it.. LOL.. well namely using water and some special thingy for eye.. so went to school in formal.. din know that lec for this week is cancel.. o.o.. lol.. so spent two hours in IT canteen.. den went for tut den lab and now i am back here lo.. nth much happen recently.. just that got a few more roles to do in the church? being the MC for annual dinner and standing in for aunty gilian to teach sunday school.. OMG!?!?!

2007-11-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hm.. well time really files ah? It was just like only yesterday that my holiday ended.. but now i actually found myself finished two weeks of school.. lol.. So basically, my mind is still lingering around in the "holiday", finish this week.. attending all tut... not realli that bad as i thought?!?!? not realli like no frds? lol.. haha.. actually this sem my class really not bad.. but pls dun ask me why? coz i realli dunno how to explian.. lol.. I think things dun stay as it is always.. everything got to change somedays even though they might be like that for the past couple of years? lmao.. So anyway, lets just cont hoping that everything turns of fine for my new sem.. ^^

Besides this year also coming to a close liao.. another year gone!?!? and is like *** so fast? lol.. and just urm like one and a half months more and i will be on my way to H.K. ha .. quite loooking forward to that actually.. lol. which year i doesn't? *Joke *... Well since there is still some day before i goes back.. i realli hope there is not many unwanted or bad events to happen which may just change my mood.. lol.. haha.. hope everything goes well for me till i go back.. =P

2007-10-26T00:37:00.001+08:00

So, finally school starts once again.. after erm two months of holiday i guess? hm.. left the telemarketing job but yet to recevie the pay.. LOL.. according to them they would mail it to me.. but when . =.- . Haiz.. lets just sit down here and wait.. lol..

This sem quite suck actually, first day of school then find out tt i have no timetable, no CDS and worst of all NO FRIENDS IN MY CLASS. Sigh.. I wonder how am i gg to survive alone!?!?! lol... mayb is time for me to study * hm.. quite a good word to console myself! * lol.. but anyways mayb there are other "new" things waiting for me? haha.. So nvm ba.. since this is already something which could not be changed.

Hm.. recently like quite busy in church huh.. u all notice that? lol.. Seriously i dun think i had nth to do even for a week.. and even if there is .. one or another meeting would pop up in the midst and ask me to attend.. lol.. haiz.. Now worst of all is that.. i got to give aunty gilian an answer soon.. zzz.. wat should i say? Accept? and keep myself busy for next year or Reject to keep myself out of the trouble.. Do i really possess that kind of abilities to do that? Well, coz no matter how many ppl priase behind or infront of u ..i dun think quite admit that i am good at that.. especially when it comes to teaching!

2007-10-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

Suddenly felt v lost!?!?! I guess is time for me to make a choice.. a choice that might as well determine my fufure... Zzz.. Really hope i cast all my worries aaway .. at least for 10 mins? haiz..

2007-10-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

One week like that pass liao.. sigh.. never realli achieve anything thou.. had being doing those routine stuffs.. Zzz.. Go work.. daydream ( hoping that time would fly faster... lol ) den come back home and go work again the next day... haiz.. quite a number of things cross my mind again.. although most of them dun seem to be v much .. erm .. realistic.. lol.. One more week and my contract gg to end liao.. ha.. but now i seem to have 依依不舍de feeling.. lol.. Frankly speaking, if they put one or two frds to work with me and turning off the office air-con occasionally i think i would love my job even more! LOL.. but then , there is no "forever" in anything.. lol.. so i guess this is just some lesson i must go through de ba..

2007-10-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

Well today wake up, not realli feeling v well.. wanna vomit.. lol.. also dunno y suddenly will become like tt.. mayb i am realli too tired liao?!?!?! which means i dun have enough rest? lol... so in the end i spend one time at home ..^^ lol.. skip work once again... lol.. ate a Panodol den slept for a few hours den now much better liao.. 老虎都可以打死几只ga! So the conclusion is... i think is i did not have enough sleep ba.. lol..

2007-10-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

好闷啊！就死啦！日日都系番工，放工，跟住第二日又番工，跟住等放工。再敢落去我好快就会归西，我敢大个人都系第一次敢憎假期，哈哈！真希望恶梦快D完结。放我一马啦。

最近成日系公司发白日梦，个脑真系可以话林左好ye 。一D 平时跟本唔会去思考ge 事，又有D系将来有一日我一定要面对，只系我一直选擇唔肯去面对，仲有D系我好想去解决，但系一直都唔勇气去做。系唔系都觉得我有D 好似白痴，其实我都觉，但系我系公司真系好无聊 ah ma!!!!

Sigh..!!!

May God Bless all the ppl taking exams these few days and even those in a few weeks time.. Jia you!! n work harder!!!

2007-09-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hm.. so wat has happened these few days?? lol.. well nothing big also.. just mainly is my father came over on fri.. and on sat he join as for the soccer match.. ( being keeper) lol.. enough said.. u look wat it meant.. lol.. We are facing this "indian" team.. and this match got some sort of "violence" in between and mainly started by heman and me... lol.. but nevertheless.. no fights except some stupid and lame pushing ard and scolding the "Wall" lol... and YES!!! we lost again.. lol.. well i guess is normal and absolutely perfect to write here... WE ARE JUST TOO NOOB! ..lol.. and this week we are gg to face someone we longed for ( Bethesda Pasir Ris) ... finally our wait ended.. the team and match we must wanted to win.. and lets hope we can!!!! we must !!! i dun care!! lol..

Enough complaints and wishes.. now lets get on.. and Sunday.. it was our mid-autumn festival.. and was tt a success? lol.. i won't say is a 100% yes.. but at least i tink is better than previous years? lol.. wat u all think.. hoping for feedbacks.. haha... mainly.. i wanna hear abt the "acting" game.. so pls kindly post ur commnents on my tag..

Then. on mon i finally got my long-waited SAMSUNG u-700... Finally i longer need to use my stupid panasonic which will auto shut down and hang every now and then... and now everything is working perfectly fine.. woohoo.. plus the design of the phone is realli cool lo.. slide one.. lmao.. well i got in love with it the first time i saw on commerical.. haha.. but is realli miracle that it actually appears on my hand now.. yes realli MIRACLES!!! then also i went for haircut.. but this time.. aww.. now my hair is just like? hm.. how sld i describe tt? erm.. a slightly longer verison of wat Gugu's hair? omG!

2007-09-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Fourth day ended.. hm.. getting more and more "enthu" about the job? Much more confident when talking to the customer actually... no more.. " errr... hm...ey.. " But still will stuck halfway.. but then when u look as a whole.. i tink realli improve.. HAHA... lol.. den currently listening to Twins new album.. hm.. not bad.. halfway through thou.. but then sadly ah sa solo tt song not realli tt nice.. sigh.. wasted anticipation... haha.. but others are still in my opinoin >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 100% SUPER NICE!!!! <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

2007-09-19T01:35:00.000+08:00

Well.. realli dunno sld i be happy or sad... just finished two days of work.. at this company called "Open Sources" ( For those for are curious, the "biggest" in this company is actually Aunty Karen husband.. which is Uncle Rex.. not tt thin one thou.. LOL .. sry no offense! )

Well, i must say first day was really bored like hell.. as all they did was pushed me with some form of "magazine" and ask me read.. and is not those computer ones.. is fashion and design.. and thats was realli like lol? lmao.. i mean i dun realli dislikes fashion but i am definitely not a fan for that topic especially more than 70 % of the magazine comprises of woman clothing.. sigh... but luckily tis " bother" did not last long .. around 1 hr? lol.. but enough to kill me liao.. lol.. then there is this guy "Ken" who came over and taught me how should i speak and react to customers questions.. and believe me they actually got this script whereby we suppose to follow.. but then all my other friends ( those i knew thr) advice me not to as urm.. is sort of diff out there ? haha.. well for that.. i cannot give any commnet for now as up till now i still cannot remember my script well.. i make up most of that on the phone.. lol.. so basically first day ended with some me sitting inside the office "acting" as i am a pro in tt..

Then, today it seems to be getting better.. i mean much better .. sounded much more confident than yesterday i believe? lol.. at least i dun stop halfway.. like wat i did on the first day .. lesser embarrassing cases... able to talk to more customers and at least got them give me relevant details i needed.. not discussing on the "correctness of my info as i dun think i have much confidence in tt? haha... imagine when u talk to someone from Ethiopia.. Finland... or even Czech.. and u will know why..

2007-09-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

Woah.. guess wad.. i am gg to start work tml sia.. lol.. i know this may sound like a joke but is perfectly true.. haha.. gonna work as a telemarketer? or is there another name for it which starts with urm.. N******** ... forget it.. just a job which got to call call call?? lol.. actually now quite nervous actually.. haha.. duno wat will happen tml ma.. uncertainity? wat kind of responbility am i entrust with? wat am i suppose to do? am i up for the job?? hope i can find all these answer tml ba.. lol.. God bless... !!!

2007-09-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

Results finally out le.. and the same old questions come bothering me once again.. " 我对唔对得住自己? " haha.. well but once again.. urm.. no?? lol.. well seriously i dun tink studying one night or even hours b4 exams is putting in 100% ? lol.. enough said.. i guess ..lol

2007-09-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Wooohoo!!! we finally manage to draw at last and i starting to see hope within our team.. haha.. but too bad the whole match was ruined by some silly "rough" play by some of those "idiots" .. i tink i would used these words to describe them... lol ... so in the end .. the game ended after countless pushing and arguing with some old man a.k.a WALL NOT REF.... lol no offesne! Sigh.. seriously i think we should be the winning side.. but then.. haiz.. .. missed too much chance.. lol.. damn sian sia.. den in the end.. ended up with some form of "lecture" from pastor abt our attitude.. lol.. now i start to suspect who is the one who say the **** word.. LOL..

2007-09-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

Whew... finally i am back after some "vigorous" exercise in the church office.. reminds me of the one week i had when doing my so called "library" job last summer.. putting things into boxes and then tapping them? LOL... reminds me how slack i was at the time.. but this time.. i seem to be rather .. urm.. hardworking? wel.. u know why? coz if i don't.. i tink i will probably fall asleep.. realli too tired liao.. last nite got back at 4 sia ?!?!? lol.. and i onli managed to sleep ard five coz i keep on turning ard on my bed.. too high liao.. sigh..

Well so much for my hardwork.. i got myself serveral cuts on my fingers.. lol... and to think one of which was actually from a photo frame which is already broken.. but luckily or rather i hope.. it would be ok.. lol.. not realli serious anyway.. i tink.. just some small cuts huh?? lol.. we shall see wat happens during the next few days.. haha.. anyway.. now really tired sia.. i tink ..i better go take a nap.. lol.. Ja mata !

2007-09-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hm.. nothing much about today.. just went for soccer match again.. this time facing a team of "indians" ..LOL .. Kuro Army seh.. but still no black power involve here.. so we still kana thrash .. urm.. 11 - 0? .. sigh.. nvm ba i tink.. i am getting used to it... Well reward for today is i got this cut on my eyebrows from this "Kuro" who kick the ball at me.. i dunno is it the boot or the ball itself.. just feeling quite giddy now.. lol..

2007-08-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

呢个可能就系ge 我人生和性格吧，成世人都唔肯去认真，得过且过，米就系敢成日搞到自己唔知点好咯。Haiz... 讲下讲下真系觉得有D 唔用ge 感觉。

2007-08-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

Finally, after so many nights of "piaing" and excessive mugging.. all my papers are gone!!! So... should i be high now or sld i ponder over my result ?? Well seriously, this time i dun really think i can score or even pass... especially for my last papers... Apparently, my brain realli went blank for the first time halfway through the exam and i was like rooted on the spot.. nothing i had busy remembering came to my rescue.. haiz.. plus it is the first time i had such a painful headache sia.. lol.. first time in life i actually feel like i gg to faint any moment.. lol.. but dun worry i didn't.. lol.. just that did not feel very comfortable throughout the day ba.. keep wanting want to collapse any moment.... haha.. I guess is either i realli did not had enough sleep or is i realli 系到作病 ... haiz.. well thats is consider normal after exams as i always had fever after these kind of
" continous" mugging.. lol.. just hope that this time .. I would be ok ba!! haha.. coz i am feeling quite energetic now... LOL...

Holiday starts tml liao.. provided.. erm dun have sub-paper??? CHOY!!! no way!!! lol.. Lets pray hard.. lol.. its time to find job liao.. but god knows wat kind of job i will be doing.. mayb once again i am waiting my friends to ask liao ..haha.. lazy boy!! lol..

2007-08-25T03:06:00.000+08:00

One whole day gone and wat had i been doing? lol.. sitting down the sports hall crapping and crapping for my exams!?!?! lol.. well i literally "crap" a lot in all the exams i take.. i tink from secondary school already like that liao.. keep writing writing until non-stop.. lol.. mayb i can even be writer some day sia!!!

Well today tt two subject.. erm.. Pom is not realli that "good" in a sense that i made quite a number of careless mistakes.. or should i say i did not memorise my theories badly enough... haha.. well u must understands tt's all i can do from one or two days work.. lol.. well i am just hoping a B... is that too much?

Then Ob even more zai.. study last min... as in last few hours of exams.. and guess wat.. the result seems to be better than wat i did for POM sia... LOL.. at least i am smiling acutally while doing it.. although i was still struggling to finish it b4 time.. coz i realli have a lot to write.. lol.. realli dunno y a 6 marks or 4 marks questions i also can crap until a few para.. ! lol.. mayb becuase of this "crapping" hobby of mine that teachers always penalise me on my compos last time.. LOL .. but for this subject i am actually hoping an A.. but then it just seems too far.. LOL

2007-08-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

Is today the end of this world liao? or is it ... the end of my life??? tml exam liao.. fianlly the long "anticipation" is coming to an end.. sigh.. wat should i do? is there any other way to skip this? my brain is already signalling that it is on the verge of self-destructing liao.. woo... wat should i do? someone pls tell me!!! lol

2007-08-23T02:31:00.001+08:00

Wow!! time realli files sia.. so fast thurs liao.. sigh.. and to think friday exam le.. hOw? HOw? how? haiz.. thinking back? wat have i been doing the last few days?!?... lol.. well i can tell u is nth.. slacking and slacking.. keep on thinking the world is waiting for me ...lol.. but lucky today finally starts liao.. at last.. these seems to be some hope for my exam since i started studying.. but then these are mainly false hopes as THERE IS REALLI A LOT TO STUDY !!!!! lol.. well i guess this time really i am really gg to die.. sigh...

2007-08-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Just got back from a "political" dinner at China Town with the church committee.. and i am the only youth there and needless to say i kept quiet throughout unless they prompt me to talk with some really lame questions such as " how come u are here? " "aren't u suppose to be in sch!?!?" and to think is was them who ask me to come ... well actually onli one person did ask me to come anyway.. or mayb 2?? lol.. i guess u all should know who they were..

Our aim there was to tryout those dishes for the church anuual dinner and unlike other years this time the dishes seems to be more "suprising"... mayb this time is not mainly focusing on the celebration but rather is to attract outsiders.. well i shall not tok too much abt that here.. or those uncles may start killing me.. lol.. Like i said earlier.. since i am the only youth there, i can only devote my time to my plate and chopsticks and hoping the last dish to be on the table asap.. but then.. to my dismay.. erm.. they sort of pushing everything dishes to me and ask me to finish it .. if i am not wrong.. one table there should be ten people.. but i think i one person ate 3 to 4 persons shares liao.. LOL... and to think now is really realli very bloated now and i tink soon i might start vomittting.. lol.. i guess .. i am not those kinds who can eat so much afterall.. lol. so the dinner last ard 2 hours and now i am back at home lying down on my bed... taking deep breath and hoping i won't vomit.!!! ..lol

2007-08-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

今日D 好运都唔知跑晒去边，成日都好唔自然，好似少左D 野敢。就好似今朝无端端电话熄左敢，搞到我训到唔知醒，醒个阵我个堂都收晒工啦 = 唔洗去 = 赶去= sai 气.... 好在呢科系第一次无去，如果唔系真系不堪设想，林下林下都算敢ge 啦... 起码唔洗系个度浪费光阴。LOL 。但系重头戏都仲未上场，今日运唔系好好我竟然仲雀屎，嗨！你话死得未？黑仔到呢D地步，你都唔好话好玩！！！总结敢分析下，八月15日都可以话系我个人个“吉日”

2007-08-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today during break went and visit this blog which belongs to one of my childhood friends... I guessed some of you may had heard about him.. his name is Roy, and is my kindergarden frd and perharps.. my only frd left in hk.. LOL... pathetic ya? Well truthfully i also v long time nvr talk to him liao.. sometimes onli manage to talk to him for a while on the phone.. but then still is not as close as we did last time when we were young?? lol.. Suddenly reminds me of all sort of weird and disatrous things i had done with him since young... LOL.. and not trying to exaggerate.. we were realli very closed when young.. as in literally "close".. lol.. please dun be the wrong way.. is just mutual friendship ... haha..

Hm.. so from his blog i found out that he is actually gg overseas to study. well i mean finally.. of so many years after i came to sg.. he is always hoping to go overseas to study.. he ah.. realli is someone who excels in both his studies and sports lo.. or in local terms.. he is realli zai in a sense... lol.. but then the problem is i dun realli wanted to see him leave.. well a few years back i might still tink that is gd for him to able to go overseas to study at last.. since he always envy me.. lol.. but then.. now come to think of it.. i am actually going to lose my gd frd and is like " will i ever be able to see him again" Well seriously now i dun realli wish to see him go.. erm i know is his choice ultimately to leave Hk but then in my case.. i would be losing someone who has stood beside me all the while.. someone who will accompany and treat me as some close buddy everytime i comes back even though we might not be seeing each other often.. mayb annual? lol.. but anyway.. i realli thx for his encourgment these few years ever since i came to sg to study.. u all might see that i am always tt happy-go-lucky... haha.. but then it was him who is always encouraging me.. lol.. so i realli thx for his concerns for me.. sometimes i realli hope i could have some big bro just like him.. but then i guess it would never be true ba... sigh.. but anyways.. here is sincerely hope that he would succeed in Uk.. hm.. BEST WISHES FROM ME BROTHER!!! JIA YOU AH!!!

2007-08-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

今日主日学后，居然俾人话我上堂唔听书，就系识系到講野捣蛋，又话我讲紧佢。嗨，我都唔知点同佢讲鮮好，解释又唔系，又唔想默认，你话点算？最后好彩有个 meeting 救左我同 chris，如果唔系都唔知点算。你话做人其实几敢难啊，想乖个阵就出现D敢ge野... sigh... 到底讲到尾，系大人唔了解我啊？定系我一D 都唔变呢？呢个问题其实我都唔系好知答案，如果我知啊，都唔洗系到发牢骚啦！。。

2007-08-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Finally all projects are gone!!! at last!!! even OTBS we manage to finish it last min and hand in liao.. woohoo... but wait... why am i so happy?? there is still a jap role-play waiting for me.. omg!!! haiz.. i guess is still not an ideal time for me to say " I'm Free!" lol.. Well toking abt that makes me shiver.. lol. haha.. just imagine me speaking a foreign lang with actions at the same time... LOL... hard to imagine ya?

2007-08-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

After a fwe days of "non-stop" doing for our OTBS project... finally it is coming to an end!!!! haha.. well left the contents and some touch ups on the final website and we are done... !!!! woohoo.. hope everything turns out fine on fri and NO MORE uploading errors... lol..

Tml gg to wake up early again liao.. 9 at Macritchie.. haiz.. damn early sia.. lol.. wonder if i could realli wake up.. i felt like sleeping now and waking up tml 3pm.. LOL but i know i can't lol.. so sigh...

2007-08-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hm.. today still as per normal lo.. went to sch ard 12, actually 2 one, but urm got to cont on my OTBS project.. well deadline drew nearer day by day le.. so got to hurry up to complete it? lol.. lets hope that everything turns out fine b4 submisson? haha... well today still coughing as usual just that it gets lesser and lesser liao.. sigh.. but y is still bothering me ah? no matter how much medicine i drink.. LOL... it simply clinging onto me? lol.. sigh forget it... lets just hope tml will be better huh?? haha... be optimistic!!! ..

2007-08-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 0630 bathe liao den start preparing for the match at 9... this time the field is realli quite urual hidden somewhere among the blocks.. actually also not really la..mayb is that tony and me are both 路痴 so cannot find the place?? lol.. Hm.. lets get back to the match.. hm.. this time i must say is not as good as we did last time although some claim that is the best...lol.. but then is definitely better from where we started.. so the match ended 11-0.. tio thrash again lo.. wat can we say?? lack of players? lack of energy?? or lacking of teamwork..LOL.. god knows!!! lol.. seems like we are lacking in all 3 areas.. lol.. so after the match we went eat den watch movie with edison and moses.. lol.. THE SIMPSONS!!! well is not the best animation i had watched but it is definitely a super funny movie.. lol.. this could be prove by the audience laughing THROUGHOUT! got the keyword??? YES IS THROUGHOUT!!! lol.. so basically my day ended like that lo.. lol

2007-08-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

嗨。终于煲晒啦！算唔错嘎啦，尼D偶像剧，外界有赞无弹，成绩敢样好好架啦！。虽然剧情都算几峰回路转下，好在都算易明，唔洗太有脑。哈哈！但硬系有D地方唔系好明，好似点解郭羨妮明明醒翻，但之后唔喇喇敢又话距瓜左，真系唔知应该话个导演拍得懒有深度啊，定系话距赶住收工乱敢拍。最离谱系局然个女主角无端端系警局生仔，重要系当紧更个阵。哇!

2007-07-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

Apparently.. rain came from korea again and that goes the match again.. lol.. haiz.. mayb it is the raining seasons ba.. can't realli help ya? lol.. lets hope the sun shines bright next week... haha..sian sia.. keep coughing.. haiz.. 3 weeks liao leh.. still like that.. although is much better liao but why why why...

2007-07-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hm.. have been coughing throughout the week.. well imagine someone who will cough non-stop after onli saying a few sentence... lol... i tell u is a disaster especially for me.. lol.. someone who loves to talk aye?? lol... haiz.. realli hate this kind of cough sia.. last few weeks dun have presentation dun wan come... den this week got two impt presentation and i am coughing like mad.. sigh.. well thats gg for my OB and EBM or sld i say?? SIAO LIAO..

just had jap listening test yesterday.. haha.. first time having listening to a dialogue in a foreign lang ( jap) den answer questions lo... haha and to think the person in the radio speaks so fast that i dun tink i could get 100% of it.. but still i manage to get 85 % of it? enough?!!?! i hope so ... lol.. well the result will shows everything.. whether i am 85% or just..urmm .. 40% LOL

Tml another match coming up le.. facing an ex-church uncle.. ( uncle Daniel) ..hm.. well didn't knew him but got along with her daughter well... lol.. but they also left the church liao.. so..... lol... hm.. no face should be giving to them tml !!!!! right!!! we must go all out to win!!! i dun care lo.. lose throw face leh.. lol.. so we must win win win win.. but firstly lets hope the sun shines tml...lol

2007-07-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hm.. seriously going sch and coming back home these kind of routine is realli sian lo.. imagine u are gg to the same place every now and then and doing the same thing and worse.. doing things which u dun even understand like php code... wat u feel.. zzz.. annoyed rit?? haha.. well sometimes i realli wan to stay away from sch sia.. haha.. and rather should propose them to have lessons online.. haha...

however, something interesting is gonna happen.. GUGU IS COMING BACK!!! WOOHOO!! and this shows wat??? i have something to play once again.. lol.. sounds bad... let me change... someone to "joke" with me??? haha.. and plus i had his 痛脚... wahahha.. he is gonna suffer this time =)... haha... right guys?? he is gonna be shock to death if he sees the video!!?? haha.. hope he would perform for us again right?? i am sure u all are most intersted to know wat is happening..LOL...

2007-07-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Woah!!! I am back once again... after so many days and now i FOUND my way home!! lol.. hm.. so these two weeks just spent attending to school stuff.. like i said in previous post... projects deadlines are coming and these few weeks realli is the most stressing of all sia.. zzz.. imagine ppl keep asking u abt projects and after this projects.. another group comes and u got to sit down again and tok tok tok tok..haiz.. well.. in short.. i wonder if i would survive after the submission... lol..

2007-07-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

Blog ah blog!!! is been a long time.. haiz.. sometimes i guess is realli sian to type what i have been doing these days down.. well.. they might appear to be eventful??? but just that i am too lazy to sit down to type..... coz i seem to be doing all sort of things when i switch on my computer except typing??? LOL... But nvm.. now i am back..

Hm.. so last week just went on as per normal.. tutorials.. lectures ( urm wait.. i dun think i attended any lectures last week?? .. lol ) and projects.. well as u all know projects submission is getting nearer and all the groups is all "crazily" getting their group to sit down and discuss their task.. well den sat come and it is quite an eventful and wonderful sat i ever had i would say... Well.. i believe is the first time i actually went and attend workship on praise & workship.. i must admit that i had NEVER pay attention in all those previous "workships" which i had attended.. but this time.. this particular group --- Eternity .. i tink they their talk realli change my attitude.. i must admit that i am not use to be an " enthu" person abt workship although i had been in church ard for so many years.. well some of u may agree but some of you may disagree on this.. so i will leave that to you all to argue bah...lol... i think another reason for me to pay attention is because they are probably "counted" as some kind of stars in Hk.. so being always enthu abt entertainment news in hk .. i guess this generates my enthusiasim for them from the start and also the "eternity girls" Mv i saw on the MV a few days ago makes me wanting to know more from them.. lol.. this seems to be getting out of point...zzz

but the problem now is.. the way they conduct the workship realli inspire me a lot.. the way they present the songs.. the way they engage the audience into it and MOST IMPORTANTLY.. their focus was still focus on GOD himself.. and not carried away by their performance they putting up infront of the audience... so i guessed they are the ones i wanted to learn from.. and i think they are really good at attracting attention of youth through the songs they sing coz they manage to attract me in just the first few mins and no more... lol ( for those of u all who are there.. you probably know what i had been doing after the few mins till the end ba??? LOL... HAHA... ) although not to the extent i might suddenly have the courage and ability to go up the stage immediately and follow exactly the way they lead the songs.. but at least they makes me clear abt one point which is we are standing up infront of everyone serving GOD not for the sake that our name was stated on the duty roster ..but that we are there to serve him... on our accord... coz we wanted to praise him rit??? but u all might find this easy to understand or u might even got this concept right v long liao.. but then.. the reason i am writing this out is because i realli thinks that finally i seems to understand the dynamics of the whole thing.. after so many years.. i agree that i had been sort of fooling ard for the past years.. haha.. this is a fact i guess all of u know... lol.. but i hope i won't be having the same kind of " is my duty" attitude next time i do anything in church but is to place him infront of me... hm.. that would be better..

so after the inspirational speeches given by the Eternity workship team.. i set off for my soccer match.. and believe me 30/6/2007 de sat is realli a day which i would rmb sia.. coz we WON our first soccer match after tio thrash for so many times.. HOO!!!... so happy sia.. although i still had some difficulty breathing hard.. coz u know ( the indian kick??)...lol.. but nvm.. we WOn!!! OUR HARD WORK pay off and you all de hope came through.. and finally we score.. !!!! scoring is part of my promise ya?? rit?? haha... well u got two now not only one.. lol.. gd job from everyone.. for the first time i tink we are realli playing as a team.. YES REALLI AS A TEAM!!! although they are still some crash or errors in between.. i guess this time well we did our best and it was our win!!!!!! lol.. but sad to say.. something bad happen in the end abt the score thing..LOL.. well. i dun realli wan to mention here... lol..

well lastly.. on sunday... it was my first time "praise" by a aunty infront of everyone.. i mean.. i dun even know if that was counted as one.. coz all she mention was she had urm "feel" for me??? LOL.. dun tink wild.. i dun think is the way u all think... zzz.. but just that?? are they realli sure they wanna enthrust so much responsiblity in me??? just that i am beginning to be more "kpo" abt church thingy for these past months??? lol.. but come to think of it.. if is GOD who wanna me to do... y not give it a try... i am sure he will guide me? right??? isn't having faith in him is what all those sunday sch teachers is emphasising 24/7??? lol.. so i guess i would be ok ba.. haha.. ok ba.. jia you!!!!

2007-06-21T16:55:00.000+08:00

Whew!!! just finish two hours of vigorous exercise at home.. lol.. well actually is doing housework la.. -.=.. ok lame.. lol.. can't realli believe i actually can live in "that" environment for the past threee weeks ya?? lol.. before i even start taking out the vacuum cleaner i was still thinking that i could finish all the work in half an hour ( this includes cleaning up all those furnitures.. ) lol.. but then.. haiz.. this time turn out to be.. urm.. much more disatrous than last time.. everything seems to be out of place and i got to put back everything before my mum comes back.. lol.. but i realli could not imagine i actually spend two hours doing all that lor.. Zzz.. i mean is there realli so much things to do?? huh?? Apart from just 拖地 and vacuum the floor like wat i always do.. i actually went and wash the toilet.. arranging the books on my table ( *this is something my mum always complain abt * LOLOLOL) and wiping all those chairs and tables.. and best of all i actually went of wipe all those televison and fan all those.. omg.. when did i become so "guai" huh?? lol.. jkjk.. mayb i am just not use to seeing the house in a mess even without the presence of my mum ba.. lol.. and i can easily imagine the "look" she would give me when she see the place before i actually clean up the place... LOL.. but nvm since i have done all those things liao.. i think i will be ok this time!!! lol.. ok realli tired now.. think is time to rest at LAST...ok i go watch my downloaded movie liao.. so cya ltr..

2007-06-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

Wow! i must admit that i realli forget totally about my blog these few weeks liao lo.. keep on typing here realli bores me sometimes.. lol.. and got to think of ways to start and the worse content.. lol.. so i guess i should listen to the advice given by someone when i decided to start my blog ... which is to put in pics ar?? haha.. not all words.. it will be way too dull... and rmb all those animiations i going to put in?? haha.. well i guess i am just too lazy to start.. .lol.. forget it.. Well but the truth is i cannot upload photoes in.. lol.. so is not i dun wan but simply i can't..lol.. Ever since i was back from the retreat camp i was sort of "over-doing" myself out ba.. coz i got to pia my study for exam for week following my return from the camp.. Well yes... i act like i did not have exam in the retreat rit guys? still as happy-go-lucky as ever in the camp ya??? lol but in actual fact i had five paper waiting for me and to think i dun even have the lec notes rdy for my viewing... lol.. so wat am i suppose to do about it?? haha.. i guess someone of u all probably had guess it... YEAH I WAS BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!! and yeah i had less than 30 hours of sleep tt week i believe... avg 6 hours per day ba compare to now over 10 hours per day.. LOL....Well i know it is not something to boast about but since this is my blog i am allow to say anything ya?? lol.. but luckily the exam turn out not as hard as i thought... although i know it is impossible for me to score but i tink grabbing some Bs in between is still possible ba.. lol.. coz i always have faith in my crapping skill ...LOL.. ok jokes aside... lets get on.....

So after my exam comes my "holiday"... well this is not exactly one i wanted coz i dun realli get to do the things i wanted... lol.. my schedule was realli packed from the start till end.. projects projects and guess wat? projects still ...lol.. so i have been spending my past week destroying my brain cells to come out with something interesting for my group and hopefully i am still left with some now? lol.. but not too bad.. first time i feel that i dun need to rush through those irritating projects within the last few days... IT IS SUCH A NICE FEELING!!! ...lol.. but den i still prefer to be doing with some of the" slacker" friends coz there is much lesser pressure there and lesser work to do.. lol.. but since i had change my class and had a new group and groupmates...

*Yeah.. i am grouped with the Legend a.k.a He who must not be named!! and he is realli ..Zzz.. everything also say dunno.. i also dunno wat to say to him liao.. all he those during discussion was to sleep ard and when we ask him for comments he will just give stupid answers which are totally irrelevant or worse... keep quiet.. lol.. sometimes i realli feel like sort of "scold" him.. lol.. but then since he is my group... errr... urm.. nvm.. i still have the peer assessment at the end!!!! LOL.. i dun think i got to explain this.. do i? lol. u all know wat i going to do... !!!!

Well i must admit that i sounded quite bad huh?? lol.. but can't help it.. coz tt is wat i tink abt him and believe me u all would feel the same "black" feeling if u were me.. !!! right guys..

2007-06-02T08:56:00.000+08:00

Well.. long long time nvr blog.. coz probably is i too lazy or there is simply too much to write about our retreat camp.. i old liao realli dun have the 魄力 to type so long.. lol.. but since today i dunno y wake up so early.. tt's super rare.. Zzz.. mayb i just cannot get use being alone?? lol.. tt's joke!! lol.. forget it.. so let me start and bring you back to last sat... :D

so last sat ( 28/5).. we set off to malaysia on the yet again "shuttle bus".. but apparently that bus dun look like one coz the seats are basically all very close together and we could hardly stretch our leg straight.. imagine ppl with my height also cannot sit comfortably.. wat abt those taller ones?? lol.. but jokes aside.. so everyone was still in the sleeping mode when onboard the bus.. everyone had there mp3 stuck in their ear... hoping those noises could keep them awake.. well.. so did i.. so the first part of the trip is simply.. gg for a music concert whereby everybody is sitting there listening to the so called 'music' but instead everyone is somewhere in the dreamland... then we reach the singapore custom and this is when everyone seems to be awake at last.. coz we got to walk inside .. LOL.. but truthfully i still have no eyes close when my passport is check.. i merely open it when the officer ask me to open my eyes.. LOL.. haha... so den we took the bus again and proceed to the malaysia custom..

so after much rocking and shaking on the "shuttle bus".. we finally reach our first destination.. THE LENGENDARY WATERCITY RESORT!!!.. well at first we were very excited and optimistic abt the place coz once we step into the resort we were greeted by some v nice waiters or i should say ppl working thr.. and the swimming pool view is simply brilliant.. but all these came to an end when we proceed back into our room.. Well.. our room looks big and good on the outside but actually is the BEST room i ever live.. why?? well.. coz.. both toilets are all choked meaning water stays thr and will not 流走 ... water lying ard in the toilet is still normal only that is much deeper than normal.. but the worst thing is WHY THE WALL CONNECTING TO MY ROOM AND THE TOILET GOT CRACKS AND WATER SUMERGES THROUGH IT!!!! ARR... is hard to believe wat i saw on the first night.. my whole room was flooded.. when i mean flooded is realli flooded.. not joking.. Zzz.. so all brian and my things were actually" lost " in the big ocean and we had a hard time taking them up from water.. sigh.. so for the first night.. only few ppl bathe ( these are the ppl who coz the toilet choke!!! ... lol.. jkjk.. actually also not there fault.. the toilets are already spoilt.. lol.. but i must say this here.. u know actually edison love the bathtub v.,much.. coz.. he actually went and bath in tt tub twice that night and thats was the MAIN reason i believe y my room was so flooded.. ) and the others was forced to sleep with those sticky body!!! you might be wondering why we are not changing room by then... the idea actuallu struck us at the very beginning but try thinking which idiot will entertain us at the middle of the night ( ard 2 am ) that time even thou the service counter claims to be 24/7... haha.. so the first night ended with us sleeping in agony and a sticky body.. LOL...

so the next morning.. we woke up quite early than usual.. and had our room changed!?!? but that was only proven success when we had waited for nearly two hours and viewing ard 3 rooms?? i believe? rit?? lol.. tt's prove the "quality" of their rooms and to tink they still claim that their rooms are fully booked at first and say there is no other empty room.. lol.. i mean wat rubbish sia.. tt kind of room still got so many ppl.. but nvm.. since i am not gg to stay here for the whole of my life.. why not just shut up and get on with my life.. lol.. den we set off to our first breakfast onboard the "ship".. and since is on a ship.. we were expecting much more than the dinner on the first night.. coz we had had dinner last night at the "Japanese restaurant" according to our tour guide and believe me.. you will cry when you see the dishes.. lol.. there is no single japanses dish not even some simply sushi ... and they called themselves japan restaurant.. sigh.. so we walk into the magnificient ship.. placing high hopes but apprently hope always fail us.. the dishes stinks even more.. lol.. i am not trying to being some bad guy or wat.. i think stinks simply applys here.. coz the water is not boil.. just tap water so it had tt wat i called detergent smell.. and the food arhx.. Zzz.. one of them suppose to be beef according to the tag place infront of the plate.. but is actually mutton.. why?? according to uncle david.. they did not know we dun take mutton but they had already prepared the dish by then.. so wat they did was change the tag to beef instead of mutton and hoping to 瞒天过海 but u tink they can?? lol.. but tt's not the only thing bad abt the restautant.. the food.. plates.. forks.. spoons.. or wateva tt is place thr.. i believe is not realli clean.. coz all the boys simply devote their free time in the toilet doing big business for the whole nite coz that night we wre simply gg in and out the toilet.. lol..

so basically after that the routine of our days stay ard the same.. attend workship... workshop... den have dinner at the so called" ship restaurant" and then spent the night playing soccer leagues ( German Bridge) and Da di lo... lol.. and now i am back here.. sorry got exam so dun realli have mood to write.. lol.. sorry..

2007-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

woah.. is realli a long long time since my last post.. urm.. i tink around 5 days close to 6 ba.. LOL.. am i really tt busy ??? haha.. well actually can say so ba.. this week and next have quite a few projects due.. such as my PHP programme on BMI.. and marketing and organisational behaviour.. Argh!!! i am gg mad soon liao.. lol.. and to think the week after next i will be having my LONG LOST GD FRIEND... which is TERM TEST!!! lol.. how sia?? and to think i still have not bother printing out my lec notes for each subjects.. unlike my other classmates.. they are already having stacks after stacks of notes waiting for them to digest .. but wat abt me??? still fooling ard with my grp of "slacker" friends.. lol.. haha.. but nvm ba.. i tink.. is probably normal and we had been like this for the last two sem and still manage to get some "见得下世面的" result.. lol.. so i tink i probably will still be fine this time round ba?? onli that i had to pia a few night b4 exam again.. lol.. well there is no need for u all to guess.. just had to stay tune to my future post and hoping for something positive preferbably.. lol..
Sigh.. realli must be getting rid of this habit sia.. if these carrys on to my army life and work.. i tink i would either by killed by the commandor in camp or simply i lose my job within 3 months.. lol.. haha.. but lets be positive!!! dun be negative ya?? rmb this someone?? lol.. so in conclusion.. i tink is realli time i start to sort of "disciplining" myself?? but again... will i ever able to do that??? sigh... !!!!

2007-05-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

Today went through the "long waited" EBM presentation and our group is like totally screwd up i would say.. Zzz.. imagine our question is on E-business but then the problem is our ppt slides has nth to do with E-business itself.. den is like realli no link lo.. i personally realli feel that if there is a hole in the classroom i might just as well hid inside it and never coming out.. lol.. imagine the whole class and the teacher are all expecting "something" from each group and when it comes to our turn is realli like ... urm.. TOTAL FAILURE!! .. and needless to say we were " shoot" badly by the fried rice teacher and we are like keeping quiet and stun throughout the Q&A session and this also means that our marks is gonna be the "highest" in the class lo.. haiz.. but this kind of thing who can we blame.. is not like we never do our research.. although i admit that we onli didn't cover the topic in depth enough.. but the main issue i believe is we are sort of "over-confidence" with our own intepretation of the questions..if not our group.. is ME ba.. i tink i am just thought i understand the questions and teachers comment that well.. and to think they ask me all the things for comments and i am actually giving them the wrong answer.. Well.. dun say is 100% wrong.. but just that the answers/ comment i gave them is not really relevant to our project.. as in EBM.. haiz.. furthermore..本身对老师有偏见 .. is also another reason y our project fails this time.. coz seriously we realli nvr being attention to wat she say coz all we are thinking was that she is just like keep on xia laning our research no matter how much effort we put in den is like realli discouraging la.. sigh.. but nvm ba.. there is still phase 2 to go and i tink this time i will prove the other group and the teacher wrong perception of our group !!!! hoo!!!

Hm.. today is our sch CCN day and the whole sch is ending lesson at 12.. and since we dun like crowded places we decided to have our class outing... haha.. but this time it seems better at least coz at least tis time we have the gals following and not like the forever " guy and loitering" outing.. haha.. Well our orginal plan was to go K box together coz there is whr OUR FIRST EVER FULL CLASS OUTING WAS HELD.. but looks like the same scenario could nvr be repeated coz apparently.. some of us rejected the idea so in the end... onli the gals went in and the boys went to slack ard in the arcade... lol.. so the boys went slacking again in the arcade for abt one hour den started walking around while waiting the gals out from their song singing session.. lol.. and once again... the same thing happen.. one of my frd.. well manage to get another gals number.. well i dun wish to elaborate further coz i dun see anything that concerns me.. plus i am quite sleepy.. and tml still have match so i better hurry up.. LOL...

So after much waiting.. the gals are out from K Box and we went over Suntec for dinner.. whew!! lucky this time is not me who paid the GST liao.. haha.. lucky got those gals.. if not i might be the target to consume all the GST AGain.. LOL.. so after dinner we spilt into two groups again.. the gals actually decided to went home and the boys wanted to go chill out at bugis.. so we went walking some weird route from city hall to bugis.. and believe me.. is realli quite amazing and fun when u acutally can walk to bugis by just crossing a bridge and two road.. LOL.. We went to the bugis junction did some form of " Window shop".. coz it was already 10 plus so the onli thing we could see was just shops with onli wondow diaplay.. lol.. den we sat down at Starbucks to rest a while to stall time for the last train b4 we left for home.. haiz.. and we acutally started discussing our idea to 創业 during our third year SIP programme.. and suprisingly ... we are actuallly quite enthu abt it.. realli dunno is it is a new topic that we had never touch on before or is it they are realli keen to start a business.. coz is not realli easy to start one.. judging from wat we hear and know abt entrepenuship... LOL.. is realli hard and a lot of planning to be done.. and most importantly.. do we acutally have that ability and determination to run the business even thou we might be making losses for the starting months.. the answer is still unanswered.. i tink we got to wait till our year 3 den everything will be clear.. LOL.. but nevertheless... we realli brainstorm quite a lot of things and ideas keep coming in.. and we began to evaluate pros and cons of each idea.. haha.. dun tink is lame.. but to me i realli enjoy discussing these kind of things with my frd.. haha.. but nvm la.. start or dun start is not up to me to decide anyway.. if they are realli keen i see no point in stopping them so by all means chip in ... haha..

2007-05-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. time realli fly very fast hor.. so fast 3 weeks since i started sch april.. lol.. seriously i dun seem to be learning anything except for the otbs subject.. lol.. Other than that.. subjects like OB ( organisational behaviour).. DBIS.. and EBM!!!!... i dun seem to be learning anything.. as in i cannot understand the overview of these subjects even up till now.. which means i dun realli know what actually are those things i had been reading over and over again... plus the EBM teacher treat us so "good" what should i do ??? sigh... how sia..!!! Exams are coming and projects, presentations are all coming up these few weeks.. and i got to hand in a proposal on my presentation on my jap CDS by thurs.. lol..why they go and move the deadline much earlier... y Vesak day fall on Thurs but not Wed.. and not forgetting there is still my PHP BMI chart to do.. haiz.. another complicated coding shit.. sigh... am i able to cope?? will i die from exhaustion!?!? lol.. Well.. i tink is gonna be another two "stress" week for me just like last two sems.. haha.. all my work are going to be done in this two impt week.. although is seem rushing but no matter wat.. by hook or by crook i MUST finish them.. !!!!!!

2007-05-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Whew!!! Finally our group manage to cook up the final product for our EBM project...never waste our last night effort... although i dun dare to say it is "well done" but i tink my group had given in their 101% hardwork for these... seriously we did not spent hours like what the other group had on this project but anyway lets just hope now that everything would be fine when we are do our presentation next friday... and the "fried rice" teacher would be satisfied... lol... just wan to get through these asap.. haha

Today i had lunch at this coffee shop just opposite and i saw this small kid with sch uniform eating noodles with a relatively "old" woman which i assume is her grandmother ba.. i did not realli notice him at first coz i was too hungry and was busy finishing my food and also i was too busy "shooting" the "ghost" liao.. lol.. but i got the first glance of him when i had finished my food.. there he was squatting on his chair eating his noodles and this suddenly remind me of things happen in the past..lol

I realli dunno is "qiao" or wat.. but i seems to be dreamt of my godparents these few nights.. lol.. and seeing this kid eating his noodles reminds me of my 亁妈... As i have mentioned in my previous post.. i dun live with my mum when i was young.. so i used to live with this "family" and now they had become my god parents... haha.. Well.. so my this 亁妈 will bring me down for breakfast everyday at the nearby shopping center at 大埔中心.. ( well....the location is not the impt issue here) and everybody in the 茶餐厅 will start odering "一个A 餐, 两个B啊 !!!".. does these phrase remind u all of anything??? well although this is just some normal terms u heard in H.K... but as a young kid many years ago.. these words sounds so "exciting" for me.. and my the meal i love the most is none other than 沙嗲牛肉公仔面... well this is probably onli the only dish which i can eat 24/7 for one month without getting sian of it.. mayb it is the very food i registered in my limited brain cells.. therefore i had such a deep impression of it ba.. lol.. but anyway i had this almost everyday during my stays with my 亁妈 from young.. and everytime when i am crying and sad.. she would always bring me back there and order a bowl of noodles for me and is realli like miracle or sld i say computerised " result" i would actually smile after i eat the first mouth of the noodles.. isn't that suprising?? lol.. i mean i dun tink u all would know these kind of things.. but now i actually i let it out myself.. haha..

But wat so special abt this bowl of noodles?? i tink this may be bothering u all ba.. actually everything which remind me back of god parent is impt and big to me.. i mean.. they are reali impt at least to me.. although i dun write it on my face but i realli wanted them to know.. u see ah.. someone who had taking care of u since u are few months till u noe how to walk and actually start to attend sch?? isn't tt the most impt part of ur life.. i mean y some kids like my sister sticks so close to my mother 24/7 even she is primary four now.. lol... is simply because they know and remember who is gd to them and takes care of them since young.. Well i am not saying that my parents dun treat me well from young.. although is always the case when we quarell.. u noe?? when 意见出现分歧... there is bound to be arguments.. but nvm.. isn't it true that arguments bring ppl's relation closer?? haha.. i tink someone actually said this to me last time.. rit?? lol.. i dun rmb anyway.. but in my case the one i see most when i was still learning how to walk was my 亁妈 so i see no surprise that i still think she holds an important role in my life.. her teaching... her care.. will always remind in my heart.. :D... haiz.. now i realli wan to rush back immediately and treat her go back to the 茶餐厅 again lo.. haha.. but too bad i got to stuck here study... lol.. sigh.. but cheer up ba.. i will going back this dec i hope so by then i could see her liao ...haha.. 希望距地一家过得开开心心... 愿主祝福他们一家吧！...haha

2007-05-08T14:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. our first so called " friendly" match is over finally on Sat.. and guess wad! since i am using these kind of dull tone which simply means the result is not realli as wat we had expected..lol...Well but what should we say about this?? We had no former background in this sports although some of us do play with friends like me during our free time, but does this means we had enough experience?? Apparently it does not since the score tells us everything we are lacking of... right? haha.. Well.. actually we had already did our best liao but i tink mayb i could do "better" coz tt day i actually was having fever... lol.. u all never realise ya?? .. Well nvm.. thats not the main issue..

What we realli lack of is realli teamwork and some form of mutual encouragment... if we exercies these two areas well i dun see any possibility for us to lose ba.. we cannot be 气馁 so easily but still we got to try hard..i dun tink u all want to see our church being at the bot of the table after all the matches rit?? I tink pastor willie is not realli asking too much from us.. we just had to to listen to wat jonah says and rmb STAY AT UR OWN POSITION!!! lol.. coz switching positions as and when has proven to be our fatal point ... i tink u all also had noticed that we are already not "skilled" as them liao.. and plus we keep on switching our places it realli makes defend v hard.. i dun tink u all notice how hard heman and edison was trying to defending and we all are like walking ard.. lol..

This week we gonna have another match and suprisingly is the team with the so callled "13" "14" years old players playing.. So are we going to lose so easily this time?? Well i can tell u i am not expecting a lose this time.. like wat heman say... show them the shaolin soccer... HAHA...

2007-05-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. finally sat arrive liao.. tml the match gonna start le.. and i am starting to feel scared le.. haha.. tml 出洋相 on the court den gg liao.. haha.. and now my toe nail is half or sld i say three quarter torn.. lol.. and is realli digusting!! dun believe u see tml.. lol.. and is beginning to 肿起来...haiz.. whole week the nail keep clinging on dun wan to come out... YYY it choose today?? Zzz.. of so many days.. it like friday so much meh?? haha.. Arr.. i tink tml i just put a plaster and go .. LOL... hoo ... wish me gd luck!! lol.. and cya in changi hospital soon.. ^^

2007-05-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

"With great power comes great responsibility." Does this sounds familiar to you all?? Well.. it comes from the famous Spiderman movie series.. and i am writing this coz i just watched Spiderman3 and suddenly 有感而发 thus writing this post lo.. Well, everytime i read this i had it gives me diff meaning.. when i read it the first time i just take it as some normal quotes which dun realli can attract my attention.. but as times goes by.. my frds are constantly repeating ard me and i starts to ponder abt the real meaning of this... Is it reali true that when u possess great powers like Spiderman u could to uphold great responsibilty?? Well.. it does apply in real lifes and to be exact most of the situation happening.. For instance, when we were highlighted and solo out by teachers for praises during class for doing well in exam and asked to perform at the same level next time...You might be enjoying the moment whereby the whole class is cheering for u and ur name practically appears in everyone mouth... but isn't this 无形中 applying immense pressure on u as well?? Have u ever wonder wat if the next time u cannot achieve back the same standard.. wat will happen to u?!?!.. Well.. u would probably again be the center of attention again but just that this time probably they are disscussing abt wat is the result of ur failure or even cooking up rubbish reason as to y u would get these kind of result.. You would probably would retorted back by saying this is Human Nature.. but did we ever spare a thought for the one who is trying his/ her best to cope with the pressure or simply just mock or laughter or praise from friends.. Well.. to me this kind of experience is like riding rollar-coaster... there are bound to be ups and downs but u would never know or able to predict which comes next coz u are probably block by the handbar or the person infront or do we even dare to open our eyes to see wat is infront?? So we could never foresee wat is gg to happen in the future and how ur life may become...

Many ppl or i sld narrow down the scope.. ( aunties and relatives ard me) are always saying things behind my back.. Well.. i might appear to be happy-go-lucky in person but i do have ears which i believe is another weakness of mine... i acutally hear and know a lot of things which i seriously dun wish to touch upon.. Needless to say i actually hear more bad than gd things.. thats for sure.. i tink i probably heard over 100 terms used by my relatives to describe me... lol.. Everybody seems to be against me everytime i went back to hk.. they are just like those "kiasu" aunties on the road which would just come over to u and ask how many "A's" u have.. Well my normal reply would be .. " uh.. um... quite ok! 3 A.." den i would receive the typical response " hm.. not bad " Up till here u all might think i am just too picky over these kind of things but the story haven't end... Normally they would be telling my mum this but no matter how they do it .. i will still find out coz.. is either my mum come lec me after which or they are saying too loud.. They always think that i am busy playing and fooling ard so i will not pay gd attention abt things ard me.. but well to me i tink i am the person who knows my relative most well .. coz.. i do noe things which my parent doesn't know abt my relative.. well 说到尾 they are still my relative so i better protect their rights.. =)... but i also did my part ah.. i kept quiet most of the time and cont playing my game and pretending nth had happen... if i didn't i dun wish to think what might happen liao..

Back to the story. those ppl would probably starts commenting me being too playful or fooling too much ard as usual.. Zzz.. but is that really so?! Am i realli appear to u all as that kind of person?? sometimes i realli wonder the truthness of their statement.. but i always get over with it coz i dun realli wan to bother too much coz if i did like last time whereby i actually scolded back... lol.. but thats leads to some horrible outcome which i dun wish to mention .LOL..so they might just start to saying how clever my dad and grandfather is and piling those "unknown" pressure on me.. saying things that i sld act like them.. or worst they might just start to comment abt my friends are the ones who brought my results down.. haiz.. den they will slowly link back to the very basic point that y i in poly but not Jc..Zzz.. and to i think i actually can get into JC one just that i chose not to be thr.. and they were like having the mentality that if i am not in JC then i would have no future.. but i tink if i realli go Jc i realli REALLI have no future liao.. ha.. i not saying Jc is stupid just that since i dun like to study much y can't they just let me off.. now i am doing fine in Poly ar... at the very least i am studying subjects which i am more interested in ar.. rather than just maths science and geography.. Zzz.. so y they just can't stand in my place to think as me for once.. i dun demand much.. just once is more than enough liao.. haiz..

Well Finally finish this super long post liao.. although got some more things i wanna write but i am sleepy liao.. so gtg Zzz liao.. haha.. U all can ignore this post coz is just some stupid and lame things i type out to release my bu shuang de xin qing.... lol.. but i am perfectly fine!!! HAHA... just nth to do so decided to crap ba.. HAHA..

2007-05-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

Just came back from our "mini outing" at queensway shopping mall..... Pastor Willie.. Uncle Rex.. Uncle Alex.. Jonah..Brian.. Chris.. Tony ..Edison and me bought our respective boots thr and guess wad?? we got our boots for $25.. lol.. although is not those kind which i like v. much ... lol. but then since i am not using it that often so might as well just 将就 bah.. lol.. we also bought shin guard and socks.. haiz.. we are doing so much things for the match.. so much money spent and so much time spent planning.. this is realli the very first time i experience this kind of situation and had these kind of feelings ever since i came to the youth worship.. last time the atmosphere was always like dead air.. and u could even hear the mosquito flying!!! lol.. i am not kidding but is realli the case don't u all tink so??? lol.. but this time everything becomes the other way round.. we are no longer surrouding ard a table to 纸上谈兵 but instead this time we are gg all out .. realli !!! so it proves a significant improvment in our youth aye?? i am saying this not to offend anyone but then since this is my blog i have my rights to say wat i tink.. am i rit?? lol.. Well.. so this time since we had done so much preparation.. what we lacks now is teamwork and some motivation and encouragment.. if we had all those in us for sat.. i am sure we could do a gd job.. right guys??!!!!!... haha.. JIA YOU!!!

2007-05-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

Erm.. yesterday night too tired to blog coz of excessive training during the Track n Field training if u all could remember... so i came back online for a while den drop onto my bed and lied thr like a dead corpse..lol.. Well.. the training is much tougher as what i had expected.. even worst than the basketball training i used to have.. lol.. requires much more energy,perseverance and will power if u were to complete their "Devil Training" lol.. Well imagining running ard the tracks 20 times for warm up.. plus sprinting for 100m for 8 times repeatedly ( btw.. i am in the Short D team )... so i am training for 100, 200 or 400 m... lol... and not forgetting skipping ard the soccer court 5 times.. and running up N down the stairs upteen times.. sigh.. lastly, when everyone is already half died.. our senior actually wanted an 100m relay with the new-comers.. and it was for the first time i know that how fast is someone who can run at the speed of the nationals.. apparently.. he is realli MAD i would say.. lol.. and imagine he is onli holds a record of sub-11.. Zzz..imagine those in the olympic.. how fast can they be.. .. lol.. Well.. i starting running b4 him coz our team was leading throughout.. but then in just a spilt second he overtake me and just sped past me like a gust of wind.. LOL.. now i noe there is a much difference between someone of a record of 10.9 sec for 100m and me who can onli run ard i tink 13? or preferbably 12.7?... lol... hm.. it might seems onli a difference of 2 sec but is a very big distance i would say if u were running ard ten steps infront of me.. lol..... haiz.. and thinking abt that .. my dream to get into the team seems half-shattered.. and on observing other newcomers.. EVEN worse.. everyone seems to be so gd.. sigh.. no comments i tink the only thing i could do is to train train train according to the coach.. or even back to the most fundamental thing... will i or do i have the determination to stay for training??? lol..

2007-04-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

Well.. finally sunday comes and that marks the end of my brithday.. No more celebration.. No more presents and no more ppl telling me " Happy Birthday" and telling me that i am one year older now.. haha.. Well.. actually i didn't realli have much celebration with my friends on the actual day coz i was not allow to go out.. ( Sounds rare ya?? that i will be grounded).. lol.. actually my mum has already bought the dishes for dinner and her 24/7 complaints abt me not eating at home for the past few days... ( Thx to pastor David for the info.. lol.. apparently it was him who told me the reason y i was stuck at home... haha ).. so i have no choice but to be root inside the hse and sitting infront of my computer doing my tut hw!!! ... LOL.. tt is so rare man!! i actually bother to do tut hw and it happens on my birthday.. How Pathetic!!!.. lol.. Well.. nevertheless, is still good for me to eat with them coz i realli have not been eating at home for the last few days?? i tink ard 4 days?? lol.. so nvm ba.. Birthday doesn't means need to go out ma rit?? cannot stay at home and do hw like me meh?? HAHA.. Well.. At least my birthday dun fall on an exam date like someone ya??? i realli pity tt person.. HaHa...

Hm.. today choir practice was push forward to to one thirty and in a way is gd coz i dun need to stay so late.. Today practice was not as bad liao.. YYY?? coz Mr. Lee finally came back and with him ard i sounded much more confident.. Haha.. or mayb is just some psycological barrier hidden within me... lol... Other than that the practice went on quite smoothly except some errors here and there... and needless to say.. it was my fault again.. haha... but nvm.. 失败乃成功之母 and i am sure i will succeed one day.. haha.. Go go go!! and thx to Hiu Tung writing those scores for me.. haha.. now when i read and singing those notes is getting closer and closer to what the conductor had taught me.. ( HOPE I DID NOT RMB WRONG THE MELODY!!! haha..) but it is only similar to a small extent la.. haha.. coz i still not realli can grasp those notes well.. so i also dunno if the things i singing is correct.. haha.. lol.. but anyway.. thx ya!!

Today they also announced abt the soccer thingy.. well.. personally i do feel quite excited abt the issue coz is the first time we got to join this kind of sports games among churches?? excluding the last time one the many years ago de.. coz i was not in the team so i dun count that as one.. but then when i try to think further... wat if we get thrashed?? and found ourself bottom of the league at the end?? it immediately spoil the whole atmosphere.. sigh.. but lets work hard and play our best... lets JIA YOU!!! we are there not to win matches although is impt too... but then our main objective is to glorify God!! haha.. preaching again... =)... so lets just hope that i dun get any of my enemy injured on sat... LOL!!!!

2007-04-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hello guys is 37 mins past twelve now and i am pleased to announced that I AM OFFICIALLY 19 YEARS OLD!!!! HOO!!!...lol.. wats the big commotion abt?? haha.. just a birthday but i am getting so excited?? haiz.. Well.. theres a reason actually.. coz.. this year is the first time the whole class celebrate with me... =).. haha... imagine so many ppl singing birthday song to u in public.. it is realli an extraordinary and to think that the whole restaurant joins in the song.. i was like stunned and rooted onto the chair la.. sigh.. i realli cannot expect my group of friends have been planning this sia.. i was thinking they all would probably bo chap bo chap.. say happy birthday den finish le..den in the end when we were about to settle the bills.. ( We were having dinner at Pizza Hut ) two of my friends just pop out from nowhere with a chocolate cake with candles on and place it infront of me.. i was like .. "Wat in the world is happening???" and i was still wondering but when they start to sing the Happy Brithday..everything appears clear on the spot... Well and they actually bother to learn the Cantonese verison of the song, although they did not realli pronounce the words right.. but i realli appreciate their effort and again to think that the whole Pizza hut was singing with them... i was actually quite touched.. the scenario and atmospshere actually stimulate my feeling and making me wanna cry.. it was realli not those serial show whr u realli would cry during those situation?? haiz.. dun tink u all could understand.. nvm...but then i noe is realli too ps liao.. haha... so i just had to hold back my tears ya... lol.. Well.. den i made some wishes before blowing off those candles.. but just as i was blowing.. i found out that i actually sucks at blowing candles.. coz apparently.. i spend quite some time to extinguish those " small" fire.. lol... i actually took several pics but some are in phone while most in my frds camera.. but too bad.. neither can i upload.. so sry guys.. if u wanna watch the cake.. ask me when u see me.. haha..

Well den after that the real fun of the day starts.. the boys brought me to a park nearby and began their" bashing game" LOL.. well just stand thr let them whack actually.. lol.. 19 times.. the first 17 are quite ok coz they are just playing and they are not realli "fit" haha.. but the last two.. was delievered by my boxer frd... Zzz.. and i am telling u is not a gd experience to have.. imagine his one punch can rival the total str apply by the previous 17 times... LOL..coz.. i am still rubbing my hand now.. but i just hope there would not be any blue-black... haha.. but NVM la.. this is just sg tradtion.. haha so i am living here so might as well follow it? lol.. furthermore.. i also can have my renvenge in the future also ar.. haha.. so is still worth it somehow...

HM.. lastly.. i realli thx anyone or everyone who 间接or 直接 contribute or care abt my brithday.. i sincerely realli want to thx u guys for everything that u all have done.. REALLI APPRECIATE IT.. HAHA... A MILLION THX!!!!!!!!

2007-04-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. after a long day of bored and long day in sch.. i am finally back here blogging.. Well.. today onli have two lessons actually due to the rule that first week no tut and lab .. so ended up i had Open Tech from 9 to 11 den wait all the way till 4 for my jap tut... Zzz.. and toking abt Open Tech.. well.. today the teacher who aruge with me absent himself as he was enroll on some courses or something.. den ended up another one stand in.. Hm.. but this teacher is the best ever one i ever seen man!!.. the way he taught us i could catch hold of the concept of PHP techology concepts in spilt seconds... haha.. Well.. this techology is something like html code in ur blog ( esther rmb this??? LOL.. nightmare ya?? haha)... but is slightly difference coz we actually can develop something like a survey or programmes and tabulate and calculate figures and display them on charts.. Sounds cool aye?? but the codes are realli more complex than html..lol.. Well.. so after the lesson.. i started my long wait with my another female classmates who happens to have the same LONG WAITING TIME... so in the end we two ended up in computer lab each facing one computer.. at first is realli very boring.. coz sch com like u all noe.. got nth to do other than surfing the net.. sigh.. but she introduce me this site www.crunchyroll.com.. to watch online streaming shows.. and guess wad!!! they had hk serial shows aas well as those variety shows.. well tt basically how i spent my time thr.. facing one com with ear pieces on and laughing to myself... LOL... Then finally.. my first jap tut arrive.. i was expecting it would be interesting coz i heard the teachers are all Japan and in the end.. my hopes are shattered.. it was so bored until the last part whr we started reading those jap phrases like gd morning... or how are u?? haha.. coz.. the whole class were laughing at each other abt the way we each pronounce the words and it realli helps to bring the class atmosphere to the climax.. Well.. this is wat classes should be.. laughter ard and not just everyone sitting thr staring at the teacher who could not even speak eng well.. lol... no offense..

hm.. then we went TM for dinner and yet again we decided to watch movie... but this time is one of those which i like... WHICH IS SUPER FANS!!!! ...LOL.. pardon me.. i am just too excited and too high when it comes to Twins movie.. you know? lol.. Back to toking abt the movie.. although the storyline was a bit lame and "hk tradtion" i tink... but luckily i am there to watch ah sa so is still worth the price.. .haha.. some places in the movie is realli funny but yet again ... since is in mandrain the whole meaning changes so the whole cinema i am the only one laughing.. .lol.. but overall the movie was not bad... but den again they thinks the movie is realli lame and in short "sucks" lol.. but nvm la.. i like it can liao.. like someone say b4.. is gd sometimes to have ur own principal sometimes.. haha..

Well lastly.. finally my frd found out my birthday le.. apparently they check my wallet when i went to toilet.. sigh... so i am prepared to get "whack" tml.. haiz.. gd luck to me.. and hope sunday u all could still see me in church.. LOL.. but one gd news is.. my father propose to give me a PSP for birthday present.. ^^.. may this proposal realli fulfils... lol.. haha

2007-04-26T01:07:00.001+08:00

Aww.. i feel like killing myself.. i spent so much energy and time doing this assignment but in the end wat did i get??? A SUPER RARE BLACKOUT!!!!! AND GUESS WAD.. ONLY HAPPENS IN MY ROOM!!!!... coz.. my mum aircon was still on during that time.. Zzz.. i realli realli have nothint to say liao lo.. Zzz.. lucky i got save somewhere in the middle or else.. i would be standing at the window la.. waiting and looking for the best opportunity for me to jump down.. lol.. so i went on doing and doing.. and TA DA.. i am done finally at 1 am.. wooohoo... i have been doing from 6pm to 1 am.. for just 20% of my subject... Zzz.. is it worth?? lol.. i guess not!!.. Well.. u all might think the stories ends here but NO... when i was printing out the assignment.. i forget to print it in black and white and the pictures.. icons.. words.. all come out in colour.. ARRRRRR... realli feel like screaming now... I PRINTED 24 PAGES OF COLOUR... AND THE INK BASICALLY DROPS FROM 3/4 FULL TO 1/4 LEFT... haiz.. WHY! WHY! WHY!... erm.. i realli have nothing much to say abt this.. i just know that today is not my day!!!! ... SIGH....

2007-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today was not exciting as yesterday.. coz i onli went sch for two hours.. lol.. hm.. well today i tink the main highlights was the CCA open house.. and is hard to imagine thr are realli super lots of ppl walking ard from booth to booth in search for their ideal CCA.. haha.. well my friends and i obviously join in the fun.. and suprisingly we were call first year by some of the seniors or i sld say those of the same age as me...at the counter when we approach them.. haiz.. i mean "do i realli look like some small kid or anything??" that they actually come up to us and asking to join as first year.. Zzz.. NO Comments.. Well.. in the end we got our names in the track and field team.. haha.. u all will be suprised..lol i actually bother to go join an CCA...haha.. that was just because i realli felt that i have not been doing sports for the past 3 months? LOL.. and after playing bball last week.. i tink that my last time de stamina just disappear or i should just say deteroriate.. i mean i normally won't be so tired but now.. SIGH.... Althought is not 100% for sure that i would get in... i still hope i could get through the trials.. with my condition now... =)... haha.. Well.. thats abt wat wat happen in sch... coz.. i didn't realli stayed long and also got to rush back to do the assignment.. rmb??

2007-04-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hm.. today went on almost quite smoothly and expected.. just as i dreamt last night?( Well just sidetrack a bit... i actually dreamt i was make the pastor last nite in my dream and speaking to u all like wat Uncle David does.. lol.. )... everything went on peacefully and systemically.. but just that i learnt that is not fun to be chairman when u got to speak with some ulcers stuck in ur mouth... Zzz.. apparently i am just trying to make myself sounds ok or at least "normal" that i actually bite my lips again and again while i am trying to open my mouth as wide as possible to speak as "clear" as i could.. did u all manage to see?? haha...haiz..nvm... but the bigger i open the more pain i got to suffer.. LOL... then when i went to the toilet.. it was bleeding all over again... lol.. but dun worry too much.. is ok.. coz.. the doc had brief me about this before.. so i'm not realli suprised to see blood.. O.o... Well.. den during teabreak i confirmed with aunty michelle again that i am scheduled to be the interpretor ( Finally ... the nightmare comes!!! ) for dunno which week of june.. haiz.. n once again getting me quite anxious again.. lol.. hope that i would be fine.. ^^... Haha... hm.. needless to say.. i went choir alone ONCE AGAIN...thx to someone by the name of Lee *** ****.... lol.. and got to sing my parts solo again.. sigh.. why is these things keep happening to me sia.. lol.. but no matter how hard i try to understand and interpretting wat those 5 irritaing lines and those ailen symbols are trying to tell me.. it also make me more and more a lost as to wat am i singing.. lol.. or did i even got the correct notes.. coz.. all i heard from the conductor was that.. " Good Good Good!..." " Thats the way!" Well.. i realli dun have anything to comment on this.. all i am thinking now was.. is he trying not to discourage me by saying these kind of things? lol.. i would nvr know unless i dun scared to lose face and actually bold enough to go and ask him ... haiz.. SO THE CONCLUSION IS... i would nvr able to get the answer i wanted.. but then something interesting or rather i would say "weird" struck my mind in the middle of the practice.. guess wad? I WAS ACTUALLY TELLING MYSELF THAT I LOVE BEING PART OF THE CHOIR AND I AM ENJOYING IT.. =)... Well ..i noe some of you would be quite shock to see this but wat does tt shows?? ( i am sure the one who type this post is not jeff?... or u would say did jeff took his medicine today??? ) i dun dare to say much.. but then i am sure God must be doing something behind it... so i might as well accept it.. since i am happy and enjoying.. haha.. suddenly feel so holy sia.. lol.. hm.. just like wat pastor willie ask us during sunday sch.. u all still rmb?? it goes something like.. Describe a time when you had a deeps ense of power and presence of the Holy Spirit in your life? ... lol.. i have been pondering over this question for the whole of my dinner sia... and i start to get the answer lies within my case... which is...now at this very moment i could commuicate to God in a more personal way which simply means i got closer to him in a huge leap.. hm.. Well.. does this answer rings any bell for u all?? lol.. well if it doesn't den i also dunno how to help u liao.. coz.. i tink everybody had diff experience with God.. and i think my encounter had just came .. Haha...

2007-04-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

Well.. these two days had been going out with my Poly friends... coz is our last week to go out together officially as a class le.. When the new sems starts.. we would start to 各散东西 ( not in the same class liao ) and perharps not as close as now liao.. Sigh.. but i realli hope we all could stay in touch.. haha.. realli gd to have friends like u all.. =)... lol.. hm.. well a lot of ppl are asking me abt my injury.. well.. i thank you all of u but my wound is realli fine now .. realli... it may looks terrible and serious on the first day.. but now it seems much better at least when i dun touch it... o.O... and pls dun tell my mum... thx..and note is my mouth not my leg... coz.. apparently somebody ask me how's my leg.. LOL.. but anyways.. wanna thx u guys again.. hope the someone just dun drag me to go clinic ....haha...so that day went on with us gg to the lan shop for the first time... y i say is my first time.. is because we manage to get SUNNY ( the muscle guy) to play.. and is like once in a lifetime that he would say yes to lanshop rather giving his ever excuse that he can play at home.. so must treasure this chance... lol.. Well.. although is just a few hours we had a nice day thr .. a lot of fun and jokes and den we went to block 85 to eat.. Well.. our actual plan was to go watch movie ( 200 pounds beauty) but then it would be too late if we watch so we just abandon the idea lo... then i ate my first ever stingray at block 85 and i was expecting quite a surprise i would get from eating something of tt calibre.. but then it was not as " nice or tasty" as i had expected.. Well.. the taste is like normal fish and the only thing is that they uses a lot of chili to take away the fish 腥味.. and thus making the dish super spicy and i was like 一淡鱼，一淡水 to force myself finish my rice coz is just too spicy for me liao.. but luckily they did order other dishes to share.. so i nvr realli " suffer" during tt time.. lol.. Well.. the story goes on today.. i am suppose to go muay thai with my friends.. and we should be sad or happy... we all are late coz.. we played Dota to the very last min at home before that.. so in the end we decided not to go for the trial as we had been warned that somebody will kan us if we were to be late.. LOL.. so we went to bugis and had our dinner den went ard for some shopping.. haiz... acutally i wanna try locating brian's mum shop but then when i reach.. all shops are either close or have security guard chasing u away.. so i would just leave it till next time.. Haha.. well but the gd thing is this time no more window-shop le.. coz.. somebody actually bought a bag.. so never realli like wasted trip.. and now i am back at home.. haiz.. tml still got to wake up super early to eric hse.. sigh.. n i am still super awake.. how?? cannot sleep means tml i sure gg plus panda eye.. lol.. SIGH.. i tink i got to start counting sheep liao... lol .. cya..

2007-04-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

Haha... realli dunno why and i am blogging here at 3 am again.. lol.. so is fate or wat.. zz everytime starts to type wen is 3 am ... zzz.. hm.. today went out with my grp of poly frds again.. well and again i was being bluff to reach early and they acutally starts appearing ( take note i use the word "appearing" coz apparently one idiot came 4 hours after the schedule time...sigh... )after an hour.. haiz.. y i have such frds sia.. lol.. Well.. anyway being kind or caring or gd tempered or wateva words u could tink of.. i just let the matter come to a rest..lol.. hm.. den we had lunch at burger king and also started the topic of fighting ...lol.. Rmb the boxing guy i toking abt at my previous post.. lol.. he actually jio us to go his gym to learn muay thai which is ( 泰拳）for short.. hm.. and they actually bother to drag me go... -.-... so wat should i to do? zz... 去也不是...不去也不是... haiz.. so i was thinking now to join them for trial tis friday for the first training... lol.. but i hope i could come up with an superb reason as my excuse.. well actually i got one super valid one.. which is i have quite serious de 近视&散光 so meaning wen i fight i actually cannot see anything... n try thinking someone who cannot see go fight.. tt is like realli LOL... ok den nvm.. lets just hope it would be fine before friday... lol.. so we went to watch Meet the Robinsons at Marina square and is not a bad show.. excpet the starting part( before the movie starts ) which used to be commercials had changed to a Mickey Mouse cartoon.. n everyone was simply laughing abt that.. lol... storyline was quite touching actually.. haha.. but too bad no tears come out.. lol.. den we carry on with out plan to have steamboat at Marina Bay.. but due to some ppl kping and complaining loudly.. ( i not saying who.. u sld noe ) den we got to change the place back to City Hall.. and guess wat!!!... is Subway again!!!! and i had to go through tis tough eng oral test again but luckily tis time is a chinese so he just change to mandrain halfway.. lol.. whew!!! ... lol.. den after that we went arcade and play the lame bball game.. n i got the top score... haha.. and thus i was den outcast by all my frds.. lol.. say i so pro y not go NBA.. lol.. well nvm.. lol.. but well something bad happened just after tt.. tis frd of mine actually lost his phone in the arcade and he actually just bought it a few days ago for six hundred plus dollar ( *coz he sign without line) .. n he was like stun on the spot.. zzz.. n den started to be emo outside the arcade... we did made an thorough search for ard 20 mins but is still no avail.. lol.. den we decided to give up the search coz apparently the phone is switched off and it means SOMEBODY HAS TAKEN IT.. haiz.. theres nth we could do... well.. den one of us suggest to view the CCTV installed in the arcade but the person-in-charge just refused by giving the reason that the supervisor is not here so CANNOT!!!.. hm.. well wat can we say?? THIS IS SINGAPORE AND EVERYTHING HAS TO FOLLOW LAW.. NO MEANS NO!!! ... lol.. sounds like a line from some local movie... lol.. but anyway.. we manage to cheer him up a bit by giving him a treat at Ben& Jerry but den he was still emoing.. lol .. although he looks much better now.. at least he is smiling again.. lol.. AFter that we sat down at esplande and began to 吹水 again.. and we actually talking for two hours and without knowing the last train had already left.. lol.. so we walk on the street .. well i would say more of loiter .. trying and placing our hope to get a bus or wat which could send us back home.. SIGH... but as u all know.. SG de nightlife is realli like shit.. so normally after twelve.. u should not or not able to see any vehicle on the road .. so needless to say.. after walking for half an hour.. we gave up and change our plan to taxi...lol.. and poke another big hole in my packet again,.. haiz... HELP!!!!!

2007-04-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

hello guys... today rather early for my post aye? haha.. is onli eight thirty n i am guai guai sitting here typing to something which would never bother to talk to me... lol.. but anyway... today was quite eventful... hm.. why i say so? coz.. i was actually ps by someone by the name of Brian Chak.. lol.. Yesterday during sunday sch he was still happily telling me saying that he wanna buy a new MP3.. so i say i would follow n give him some comments.. well.. but apparently.. he did not even appear when is was time n instead i found him sleeping when i call his home.. LOL... so wat am i to say? haha.. i not angry or wat la.. just that ..hm.. quite rare i would be ps by friend... lol.. coz.. normally or sld say frequently is i ps them.. ^^... lol.. haiz.. but cannot blame him also la.. he was playing lan with his frds overnight so cannot wake up also quite 合理ah.. so i decided to let u off .. lol.. hm.. talking abt sunday.. .i have this very thing which i must say... which is.. wayne ps me again at choir.. lol.. n giving me the reason that he got to study for exam.. -.-... sigh.. he did try to console me by saying joshua is gg.. but then the info was practically useless... coz.. actually joshua is gg to sing 低音 n i got to solo the 高音once again.. but this time was even worse.. coz.. it was a new song and needless to say.. i dun even know how it sounds like.. zzz.. being a music retard.. tt one and half hour of practice session was like a disaster and hell for me.. all i could do is to follow as much as i could to how the conductor sings and try to rmb it on the spot... lol.. hm.. but lucky the result was not tt bad.. haha.. but still it was quite pai seh as to some part of the songs onli i got to sing.. so tt makes everybody is listening to me singing... o.O... n i realli dunno i should put my face liao.. mayb if thr is a hole thr.. i might just hide thr ba.. Well.. all i hope now is that wayne would not ps me tis sunday if he ever does.. i dunno wat silly things i would do to him liao... any suggestions?? ..lol.. ok enough of complaining.. lets go back to my day.. lol.. hm.. lucky for me.. i acutally met my sch friend after i noe brian is still sleeping so i decided since i am alreaady out.. i might as well go out with them.. so we went orchard with them n had lunch at LGS.. but i am telling u the new seafood combo sucks.. so dun bother going to to order that.. lol.. then i went pool with them.. Well.. since playing pool is my "best" sport .. i had a fun time thrashing them... lol.. or is it the other way??? ... haha.. anyway.. i get thrash like shit n then we left for some shopping at Taka abt two hours later.. it was realli boring when u go shopping with singaporeans.. coz.. they simply just shop.. but is in the term of window shop... lol.. n we like basically walking outside the shop and looking at the shop design rather than the items sold inside.. so after few hours of excessive walking.. lol.. we had dinner at tis restaurant at Far East which is Halal.. well.. the restaurant was just another joke of the day.. the amount of the food is already so small liao n their service are like $%%^%^#$%^#$%.... i also dunno how to describe.. try filling in on ur own ba.. lol.. den we had ice cream at MAC n after that we took bus home.. lol..

2007-04-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

LOL... is almsot 3 again n i am blogging here once again... lol.. sometimes i realli wonder what has happen to my life.. as in.. ever since i got to poly.. my lifestyle made a 360 degree change... i no longer sleeps b4 12.. but instead ard 3am or 4 am.. or even worse.. 7 am last nite.. coz. i was chionging esther website for her.. zzz.. N sadly.. the outcome i got was that i got to redo everything.. YYY?? is because of some ppl lame comment on the content den i have to change all the content and retype everything... haiz.. well i am not blaming u esther...haha.. i am just quite bu shaung with ur teacher attitude thats all.. lol.. sigh.. n i no longer to to wake up super early to catch the bus and now can just slowly take my own sweet time to go sch.. LOL... is that suppose to be gd or bad?? zzz.. Well.. not only that, i think my last two sem is realli super slack lo.. lol.. as in i dun feel any pressure from those lecturer and they no longer chase after me for homework.. there is no longer suprise tests or any compo need to be done.. there is onli projects which is the onli thing which could make me start working... lol.. coz.. normally.. my group needless to say are all my lazy frds.. lol.. we basically start to DO the project during the last 3 days.. n wat are will doing b4 that... play play play.. n making fun of those ppl who are doing the same project.. lol.. and it is actually a very 白痴 thing to do ... coz eventually we are the one who suffer.. HOWEVER, our grp always manage to grab the top few projects in the level.. dun ask me why.. i also dunno..!! lol.. imagine other ppl doing for like few months and we are doing it onli for a few days... see the difference... lol.. i not saying they are stupid or inefficient.. but i just wan to say that this is kind factor gradually contribute and increase my" laziness" as we began to take things for granted n thinking that we can always achieve that high standard.. or in other ppl view.. next time we won't be so lucky!! ...lol.. but sadly.. and again.. we got ourselve in the top few during the last sem.. lol.. and this time ppl began to change their perception for us..they no longer thinks we are lucky but we noe wat we are doing...LOL.. but is this suppose to do us gd? or it would just worsen the situation??? lol..

2007-04-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

hm.. today wake up.. did the rest of the design for the site and some reflections and some soul-research on the site... lol.. wat i concluded was that .. acutally i could do much better than the kiddy thingy i made... lol.. but everything is too late liao lo... well that prove to be my bad point throughout my life.. i just could not concentrate n do the things well even though i know myself can...not trying to boast.. but that is just wat some aunties' comments on me...lol..haiz.. well.. now i felt sorry for someone( u noe who u are)... i apologise sincerely now to u ba... haha... den ard 3 plus went out to meet my poly friends to cut hair.. lol.. not me tis time thou.. well... once again i manage to prove that sg de haircut is damn ex and damn no standard..lol.. coz.. practically they are paying like $30 bucks and their hair is not much diff from my ten dollar haircut.. n somemore tis $30 package is onli cut hair.. not even bother to help u wash...zz so can u imagine.. wat would they tink wen they come to H.K.. they would probably make comments like" wow... this is heaven man!!... things are so cheap here!!!! " LOL... welll lets carry on with the outing... den we had dinner at Subway... n it seems that is like some eng oral exam? coz.. apparrently tis "ang moh" waiter is given me some eng tution... zz.. he is speaking so fast that i dun tink even an A listening candidate can understand coz.. one of my friend is actually an A student and is also scratching his head infront of the waiter.. LOL.. so after the tough oral test we manage to get wat we wan( pls note we take ard 20 mins to order... LOL.. coz.. we were simply playing with the waiter... asking tis and that... haha) At last, we manage to sit down n had our dinner... lol.. den we went for some games at the arcade and stayed for ard an hour and my friend who was a boxer keep himself occupy with the punching machine thr.. and being an attention getter as always.. he manage to catch the attention of others by spoiling the machine for hitting too hard.. lol.. werido... then after that we went to watch MR.Bean... haha... it was not a bad movie..not as lame or lousy as wat my others friends told me... we were practically laughing throughout ..n everybody is looking at us laugh more than watching mr bean acting.... lol.. however the onli flaws of the movie was that the ending simply sucks and no link!!!... lol.. den is like realli 美中不足...haiz.. but nvm.. den we went to grab something to eat at 7-11 and proceed to esplande and sat down there to watch the "sea"... lol.. n they actually went thr start telling ghost story and scaring the girls whenever possible... so basically tt how my day ended.. n now i am back here typing to tis lame blog of mine,..haha.. cya ba...

2007-04-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. i am so excited rit now sia.. just talk to B哥&佬哥 on msn... realli long time nvr see them le.. almost two years.. realli miss them a lot sia.. although i miss my god parents even more.. but still they realli help me recall many things happened when i was young.. i also dunno how to descibe my feelings rit now.. is so complicated lo.. lol.. Well, they are much older than me but they are still my v.gd friends coz they keep on encouraing me in all the things tt i do. hm.. giving u all some info abt them... i tink i ard one year old den start staying at their hse le.. well .. tt time i realli cannot recall what actually happened by i just knew that bcoz my parents got to work so they hire my god-parents to take care of me.. From young, the whole family have been very gd and treat me like a 皇帝仔... they take realli gd care of me and gave me upmost concern when i am down.. so everyday i would be like go sch den come back n wait for B哥&佬哥 to come back from sch to play PS with me... well.. you are right to say tt it was them who influence to like video games so much... coz.. from young i have been playing n playing non-stop.. n that explains y i actually needed a spectacle... the whole family seems to be bonded into my life ever since n is realli like mysecond home ...still rmb i also cry n starts throwing temper whenever my mum ask me to go home.. on the day i left hk for sg ...the whole family also came.. n i practically hugging my 乾妈 and crying... coz.. i realli cannot bear to leave them.. tt time all i was thinking was that i would never see tis family again ... and they would probably forget me ever since.. but i was wrong.. now everytime i go back.. they will welcome me as b4 and i am glad that they still rmb me just as i had rmb them...haha... i realli like this family a lot sia.. especially the one who give me the most care in the family---- my 乾妈..without her 无微不至的照顾 i tink i probably won't be the jeff u all are seeing now.. it was them who taught me to be positive and be a gd temper person..n i am realli glad they had nuture this quality in me... still rmb the last sentence she said to me b4 i board the plane.. which is 忍一步风平浪静...退一步海阔天空 ... well tis may sound 老土 to u all but tis sentence is still vivid in mind even up till now...hm.. well.. believe it or not.. i am realli touched now.. nvr seen a boy touched b4? now is the time... coz.. i tink i am crying.. for once... i realli hope to see them soon... i realli miss them a lot ar.. the more i look at their faces through the webcam and photoes the more i wan to fly back n visit them n tell them how much i miss them... sigh...

2007-04-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

today was dull once again... wake up...start doing esther's website den after lunch went for 2 h0urs of bball.. wah.. realli cannot use words to describe the feeling wen sweats are dripping down my forehead... long time nvr had tis feeling le ...or did i even move out of my house?? lol.. So after the ball game i wenthome and slept for few hours and dinner came... The dishes were not bad but onli that the soup simply "stinks"..lol.. * pls dun tell my mum..LOL* apparently the soup she use prawn shell... zzz.. n the smell was so strong that i was holding my nose when trying to stuff the "horrible liquid" into my mouth... lol.. well at least i manage to survive and cont typing my post here.. haha.. hm.. den esther came back to discuss about the site.. haiz n suddenly blacken my day.. LOL.. y i say tt?? coz i found out the the standard of the competition is actually very high.. zzz.. their websites are much MUCH more better ... lol.. n mine.. is just like a piece of kiddy art piece whereby when the judges receive they would just like click through n fail me straight... sigh.. but luckily she told me tt some of the sites are acutally from the open category.. which i use tt as an excuse to console myself not to get so hurt... LOL ... but anyway.. now i realli know tt i simply sucks in web design.. lol.. n i have realli nth to comment abt it.. haiz.. Forget it.. i onli learnt half a year anyway.. so is the best i can get.. pardon me.. currently using an super lame excuse to cheer myself up..

Super "Exciting" Day

2007-04-11T02:10:00.000+08:00

Well.. today was bored as normal! wake up .. eat.. sit infront of com to rot.. den around seven got ppl jio me out for dinner at Block 85.. since i know that if i stay at home rot i might start thinking of committing suicide ( coz i am just too bored.. lol..) so i agreed... but little did i know that the purpose they invite me go was that it was some" 饿鬼" birthday den turn out i got to empty my wallet to fill their never ending stomach..sigh.. guess how much?? lol... $ 35 man!! imagine he one person can eat 35 dollar of food in a food court.. LOL.. tt's quite a mircale already.. haha..after sitting for only half hour, my mum "夺命追魂 call" came so i had to hurried back home but tis time under the protection of two indians who happened to live the same block as me..lol .. sound racist ... -.- the next thing i noe was esther hurrying me to hand up my " homework" on msn..haha..ok la.. i promise u will finish b4 sat de... happy? but just that i damn lazy to start.. around 11 a frd call and started kp and complain abt his job.. lol.. n asking for solution.. in the end.. i ended the call without giving him any comment by saying i got to go shit... lol.. and now.. i am hitting those irritating mosquitoes flying in my room... managed to have a killing spree and now my hand is full of blood!! hm.. think is time to end my first day and go and wash my hand... so cya!!

人生的第一次

2007-04-11T02:05:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE PPL!! This is my first ever post on the blog.. lol....duhz and is actually 3 a.m now... onli idiots like me would start blogging at this kind of time.. cool rit!!! LOL...hm.. well.. u might be wondering y will jeff suddenly wan a blog.. the reason is.. I HAVE NTH TO DO!!... lmao.. actually is i wanna record down wat i have been doing all these while so as to keep it as memories? or i should say is the continuation from my childhood...lol.. haha..Well, i used to keep a dairy when i was young but ever since sec sch.. writing in this book no longer appear in my daily routine.. LOL... coz.. i am simply glued to the computer ever since... sigh.. but seriously, i realli dunno wat am i typing.. coz i promise someone that i would have a few posts at the end of tis week .. so why not start now!..