woohoo.. i am so excited rit now sia.. just talk to B哥&佬哥 on msn... realli long time nvr see them le.. almost two years.. realli miss them a lot sia.. although i miss my god parents even more.. but still they realli help me recall many things happened when i was young.. i also dunno how to descibe my feelings rit now.. is so complicated lo.. lol.. Well, they are much older than me but they are still my v.gd friends coz they keep on encouraing me in all the things tt i do. hm.. giving u all some info abt them... i tink i ard one year old den start staying at their hse le.. well .. tt time i realli cannot recall what actually happened by i just knew that bcoz my parents got to work so they hire my god-parents to take care of me.. From young, the whole family have been very gd and treat me like a 皇帝仔... they take realli gd care of me and gave me upmost concern when i am down.. so everyday i would be like go sch den come back n wait for B哥&佬哥 to come back from sch to play PS with me... well.. you are right to say tt it was them who influence to like video games so much... coz.. from young i have been playing n playing non-stop.. n that explains y i actually needed a spectacle... the whole family seems to be bonded into my life ever since n is realli like mysecond home ...still rmb i also cry n starts throwing temper whenever my mum ask me to go home.. on the day i left hk for sg ...the whole family also came.. n i practically hugging my 乾妈 and crying... coz.. i realli cannot bear to leave them.. tt time all i was thinking was that i would never see tis family again ... and they would probably forget me ever since.. but i was wrong.. now everytime i go back.. they will welcome me as b4 and i am glad that they still rmb me just as i had rmb them...haha... i realli like this family a lot sia.. especially the one who give me the most care in the family---- my 乾妈..without her 无微不至的照顾 i tink i probably won't be the jeff u all are seeing now.. it was them who taught me to be positive and be a gd temper person..n i am realli glad they had nuture this quality in me... still rmb the last sentence she said to me b4 i board the plane.. which is 忍一步风平浪静...退一步海阔天空 ... well tis may sound 老土 to u all but tis sentence is still vivid in mind even up till now...hm.. well.. believe it or not.. i am realli touched now.. nvr seen a boy touched b4? now is the time... coz.. i tink i am crying.. for once... i realli hope to see them soon... i realli miss them a lot ar.. the more i look at their faces through the webcam and photoes the more i wan to fly back n visit them n tell them how much i miss them... sigh...