Erm.. yesterday night too tired to blog coz of excessive training during the Track n Field training if u all could remember... so i came back online for a while den drop onto my bed and lied thr like a dead corpse..lol.. Well.. the training is much tougher as what i had expected.. even worst than the basketball training i used to have.. lol.. requires much more energy,perseverance and will power if u were to complete their "Devil Training" lol.. Well imagining running ard the tracks 20 times for warm up.. plus sprinting for 100m for 8 times repeatedly ( btw.. i am in the Short D team )... so i am training for 100, 200 or 400 m... lol... and not forgetting skipping ard the soccer court 5 times.. and running up N down the stairs upteen times.. sigh.. lastly, when everyone is already half died.. our senior actually wanted an 100m relay with the new-comers.. and it was for the first time i know that how fast is someone who can run at the speed of the nationals.. apparently.. he is realli MAD i would say.. lol.. and imagine he is onli holds a record of sub-11.. Zzz..imagine those in the olympic.. how fast can they be.. .. lol.. Well.. i starting running b4 him coz our team was leading throughout.. but then in just a spilt second he overtake me and just sped past me like a gust of wind.. LOL.. now i noe there is a much difference between someone of a record of 10.9 sec for 100m and me who can onli run ard i tink 13? or preferbably 12.7?... lol... hm.. it might seems onli a difference of 2 sec but is a very big distance i would say if u were running ard ten steps infront of me.. lol..... haiz.. and thinking abt that .. my dream to get into the team seems half-shattered.. and on observing other newcomers.. EVEN worse.. everyone seems to be so gd.. sigh.. no comments i tink the only thing i could do is to train train train according to the coach.. or even back to the most fundamental thing... will i or do i have the determination to stay for training??? lol..