"With great power comes great responsibility." Does this sounds familiar to you all?? Well.. it comes from the famous Spiderman movie series.. and i am writing this coz i just watched Spiderman3 and suddenly 有感而发 thus writing this post lo.. Well, everytime i read this i had it gives me diff meaning.. when i read it the first time i just take it as some normal quotes which dun realli can attract my attention.. but as times goes by.. my frds are constantly repeating ard me and i starts to ponder abt the real meaning of this... Is it reali true that when u possess great powers like Spiderman u could to uphold great responsibilty?? Well.. it does apply in real lifes and to be exact most of the situation happening.. For instance, when we were highlighted and solo out by teachers for praises during class for doing well in exam and asked to perform at the same level next time...You might be enjoying the moment whereby the whole class is cheering for u and ur name practically appears in everyone mouth... but isn't this 无形中 applying immense pressure on u as well?? Have u ever wonder wat if the next time u cannot achieve back the same standard.. wat will happen to u?!?!.. Well.. u would probably again be the center of attention again but just that this time probably they are disscussing abt wat is the result of ur failure or even cooking up rubbish reason as to y u would get these kind of result.. You would probably would retorted back by saying this is Human Nature.. but did we ever spare a thought for the one who is trying his/ her best to cope with the pressure or simply just mock or laughter or praise from friends.. Well.. to me this kind of experience is like riding rollar-coaster... there are bound to be ups and downs but u would never know or able to predict which comes next coz u are probably block by the handbar or the person infront or do we even dare to open our eyes to see wat is infront?? So we could never foresee wat is gg to happen in the future and how ur life may become...

Many ppl or i sld narrow down the scope.. ( aunties and relatives ard me) are always saying things behind my back.. Well.. i might appear to be happy-go-lucky in person but i do have ears which i believe is another weakness of mine... i acutally hear and know a lot of things which i seriously dun wish to touch upon.. Needless to say i actually hear more bad than gd things.. thats for sure.. i tink i probably heard over 100 terms used by my relatives to describe me... lol.. Everybody seems to be against me everytime i went back to hk.. they are just like those "kiasu" aunties on the road which would just come over to u and ask how many "A's" u have.. Well my normal reply would be .. " uh.. um... quite ok! 3 A.." den i would receive the typical response " hm.. not bad " Up till here u all might think i am just too picky over these kind of things but the story haven't end... Normally they would be telling my mum this but no matter how they do it .. i will still find out coz.. is either my mum come lec me after which or they are saying too loud.. They always think that i am busy playing and fooling ard so i will not pay gd attention abt things ard me.. but well to me i tink i am the person who knows my relative most well .. coz.. i do noe things which my parent doesn't know abt my relative.. well 说到尾 they are still my relative so i better protect their rights.. =)... but i also did my part ah.. i kept quiet most of the time and cont playing my game and pretending nth had happen... if i didn't i dun wish to think what might happen liao..

Back to the story. those ppl would probably starts commenting me being too playful or fooling too much ard as usual.. Zzz.. but is that really so?! Am i realli appear to u all as that kind of person?? sometimes i realli wonder the truthness of their statement.. but i always get over with it coz i dun realli wan to bother too much coz if i did like last time whereby i actually scolded back... lol.. but thats leads to some horrible outcome which i dun wish to mention .LOL..so they might just start to saying how clever my dad and grandfather is and piling those "unknown" pressure on me.. saying things that i sld act like them.. or worst they might just start to comment abt my friends are the ones who brought my results down.. haiz.. den they will slowly link back to the very basic point that y i in poly but not Jc..Zzz.. and to i think i actually can get into JC one just that i chose not to be thr.. and they were like having the mentality that if i am not in JC then i would have no future.. but i tink if i realli go Jc i realli REALLI have no future liao.. ha.. i not saying Jc is stupid just that since i dun like to study much y can't they just let me off.. now i am doing fine in Poly ar... at the very least i am studying subjects which i am more interested in ar.. rather than just maths science and geography.. Zzz.. so y they just can't stand in my place to think as me for once.. i dun demand much.. just once is more than enough liao.. haiz..

Well Finally finish this super long post liao.. although got some more things i wanna write but i am sleepy liao.. so gtg Zzz liao.. haha.. U all can ignore this post coz is just some stupid and lame things i type out to release my bu shuang de xin qing.... lol.. but i am perfectly fine!!! HAHA... just nth to do so decided to crap ba.. HAHA..