So, finally school starts once again.. after erm two months of holiday i guess? hm.. left the telemarketing job but yet to recevie the pay.. LOL.. according to them they would mail it to me.. but when . =.- . Haiz.. lets just sit down here and wait.. lol..

This sem quite suck actually, first day of school then find out tt i have no timetable, no CDS and worst of all NO FRIENDS IN MY CLASS. Sigh.. I wonder how am i gg to survive alone!?!?! lol... mayb is time for me to study * hm.. quite a good word to console myself! * lol.. but anyways mayb there are other "new" things waiting for me? haha.. So nvm ba.. since this is already something which could not be changed.

Hm.. recently like quite busy in church huh.. u all notice that? lol.. Seriously i dun think i had nth to do even for a week.. and even if there is .. one or another meeting would pop up in the midst and ask me to attend.. lol.. haiz.. Now worst of all is that.. i got to give aunty gilian an answer soon.. zzz.. wat should i say? Accept? and keep myself busy for next year or Reject to keep myself out of the trouble.. Do i really possess that kind of abilities to do that? Well, coz no matter how many ppl priase behind or infront of u ..i dun think quite admit that i am good at that.. especially when it comes to teaching!

Suddenly felt v lost!?!?! I guess is time for me to make a choice.. a choice that might as well determine my fufure... Zzz.. Really hope i cast all my worries aaway .. at least for 10 mins? haiz..

One week like that pass liao.. sigh.. never realli achieve anything thou.. had being doing those routine stuffs.. Zzz.. Go work.. daydream ( hoping that time would fly faster... lol ) den come back home and go work again the next day... haiz.. quite a number of things cross my mind again.. although most of them dun seem to be v much .. erm .. realistic.. lol.. One more week and my contract gg to end liao.. ha.. but now i seem to have 依依不舍de feeling.. lol.. Frankly speaking, if they put one or two frds to work with me and turning off the office air-con occasionally i think i would love my job even more! LOL.. but then , there is no "forever" in anything.. lol.. so i guess this is just some lesson i must go through de ba..

Well today wake up, not realli feeling v well.. wanna vomit.. lol.. also dunno y suddenly will become like tt.. mayb i am realli too tired liao?!?!?! which means i dun have enough rest? lol... so in the end i spend one time at home ..^^ lol.. skip work once again... lol.. ate a Panodol den slept for a few hours den now much better liao.. 老虎都可以打死几只ga! So the conclusion is... i think is i did not have enough sleep ba.. lol..

好闷啊！就死啦！日日都系番工，放工，跟住第二日又番工，跟住等放工。再敢落去我好快就会归西，我敢大个人都系第一次敢憎假期，哈哈！真希望恶梦快D完结。放我一马啦。

最近成日系公司发白日梦，个脑真系可以话林左好ye 。 一D 平时跟本唔会去思考ge 事， 又有D系将来有一日我一定要面对，只系我一直选擇唔肯去面对，仲有D系我好想去解决，但系一直都唔勇气去做。系唔系都觉得我有D 好似白痴，其实我都觉，但系我系公司真系好无聊 ah ma!!!!

Sigh..!!!

May God Bless all the ppl taking exams these few days and even those in a few weeks time.. Jia you!! n work harder!!!