Nw for once i truly realised why the adults always wished to be back in their childhood days, mainly is that they could have a second chance to redo anything they did wrg in the past, but as for me gg back into my childhood seems to getting myself away from all the troubles, responsibility and worries. Well i know this is nt possible in the actual world but at least give me some space to "de-stress" lol.

I seriously dunno sld i be happy or sad to be more involved in church activities. In one way, i used to be a happy-go-lucky person who goes ard ALWAYS carefree even though i might have numerous duties & tasks assigned. But that only applies in the past. On the other hand, i actually felt that mayb i am taking up too much to myself or to sound nicer, more ppl are finding me in church. Not trying to pin-point here, but jst wanna share lol. No offense to whoeva reading this. Indeed, i am honoured to be recognised by other ppl, at least i used to be, but it seems so much different nw in this year. Personally, after today de sunday, i mst say i felt stress abt tt lol. It is really not easily to be stand up and serve. I mean if i were to take up all the posts or things i have on hand nw, i cant really do that alone. Well God is the only one i can confide in nw i guessed, at least he is supporting me all the while and change me. Yes i know that! God i know u will look after me n guide me along and i am most willing to be your servant if this is of your will for me. =) If this is the path u have set for me, those trials and tough decisons i have to face i am ready to say, YES GOD I AM READY. =)